𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝
"i can't imagine what you've gone through, and i'm sorry i haven't always been there for you" his voice cracked through the voicemail. "i just want you to know i'm still here, and i'll always be here, and no matt...
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𝐜 𝐡 𝐚 𝐩 𝐭 𝐞 𝐫 • 𝐭 𝐰 𝐨 : 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜
well, it's been a year now. a complete year. my friends are doing their best to try to not remind me, but they don't have to worry, it's already filled my mind. i miss her, a lot, more than she may ever know. honestly, she probably hates me, hates me for hurting her. i've held that against myself ever since that day, and that's what's holding me back.
i haven't been able to write, or even focus for that matter. most of my friends tell me "it's okay, you'll get to it soon, just take your time" but in 4 months it'll be a year since we broke up.
i think a lot about what i could've done different. maybe i should've bought her flowers, took her out on dates more, listened to her, but i didn't. of course i didn't, i was too worried about myself.
"party, my place, 7" niall walks into my room. i'm sitting at the edge of my bed, looking face down, thinking it all over. "what's wrong man?" he asks. i look up at him, he knows, he already knows. "don't worry about it, i'm fine" i stand up angrily and walk towards my bathroom. i wish i was busy enough like her to forget about it all. i'm not busy, other than recording, i'm stuck at home reminiscing.
i'm going to listen to her album, i'm going to see what i did wrong so i can fix it and get her back. i was in love with her, and i still am, nothings changed.
honestly, she's probably found someone else. she can have any guy she wants if she really tried, it's not hard for her. she's beautiful, kind, just easy to love. i don't want any body but her. i've turned down plenty of people just because i can't and won't get over her. she's tattooed on my heart, and it's permanent.
"so are you coming or not?" niall shouted. "yeah. i'll be there"
