I turn off my camera. I can not believe what I had just done. This secret that I had kept ever since I was twelve is now a worldwide thing. I finally told everyone that I, was in fact, gay.
After the video was uploaded, I closed my laptop and went for a walk to clear my head.
I was taking in the beautiful scenery around me even though I've seen it a thousand times. I find a Starbucks and decide to go in. I ordered a Pumpkin Spice Latte and a cookie. I looked around the room, not for any reason other than because I could. I see Troye and Tyler at a nearby booth and decided to go see them.
"Hey guys!" I say to them.
"Shanghai Connor." Tyler says.
"What you guys doing?" I ask.
Troye responds saying "Not much, posting Instagram pictures of our drinks and looking through social media."
"Yea, look at this cool picture I found on Twitter." Tyler says, showing me a picture of this girl with rainbow hair.
"That looks cool." I say.
"Hey, me and troye are going to go back to my house to film a new video for my channel, wanna come? I know you are really good at editing." Tyler says.
"Yea sure, why not." I reply.
"Ok then, lets go!" Tyler says.
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"And cut." I say.
"Well that was fun." Tyler says, then lets go a Tyler laugh.
"Definitely." Troye says in agreement.
"Ok,I will start editing and let you know when it's done." I say.
"OK, thanks boo." Tyler says.
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"OK, Tyler it's done." I say.
"Well dang, if I knew it was going to take you that long to edit the video, I would of went outside and did something." Tyler said.
"Well sorryyyyy." I say.
We both laugh a little because of how much I dragged on the word.
"Ok, click, click and uploaded!" Tyler says.
"Oh look at this. New video by Connor Franta." Tyler says.
Tyler's P.O.V:
"Oh look at this. New video by Connor Franta." I say, interested in what it's about.
"Oh yea, well I will be in the kitchen if you need me." Connor says.
"Ok." I say, walking towards my bedroom.
I'm watching this video and then all of a sudden I hear he say "I'm gay." I put my hand around my mouth, surprised. My bestest friend in the whole wide world just announced that he was gay. I got up from my bed, went into the kitchen and hugged Connor.
"I am so proud of you, Connor."
"Cool,want some grilled chesse?' He said. That's definitely not how I thought he was going to respond.
"You okay?" I ask him.
"Sure, whatever, so you want some or not?" He responses.
"Sure..." I say. He seemed real down ever since I mentioned the video. Is he not happy? Is he regretting making the video? Is he afraid of what''s going to happen now? Whatever it is, I hate to see him so down about it. I don't like it when he gets like this.
"Hey, How about we go get some icecream to celebrate this achievement?" I say, trying to make things better.
"I don't really feel like it. I should probably be headed home now." Connor says.
"Um ok, if you feel that way. text me?" I tell him.
"Alright, whatever" He says.
Connor leaves, I go sit on the counch and think about Connor. I don't see how a person so perfect can get down about this. And when I say, I mean "so perfect that I want him for myself" kind of perfect, like god damn. Can't wait to talk to him again. I hope he feels better next time I talk to him.
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One True Love
FanfictionA Conler Fanfic, After Connor's Coming Out Video, there are lots of emotions going around. Tyler has also been impacted by this and doesn't know what to do. How will they deal with this?
