One True Love

Chapter 10

I wake up the next day with a face full of dried up tears. I stay in bed, not wanting to deal with what life is going to thrown at me today. Instead, I go on Vine and watch my favorite viners and then go on YouTube and check on what has been going on with my internet friends. I groan when I see Tyler's video as I keep scrolling down, not bothering to look at the title because I'm slightly disgusted by him at the moment.

30 minutes go by and I've done everything I felt like doing and now I'm bored. I get a text from Jenn, the text preview has something to do with a video or a tweet or something like that. I'll get back to her in a minute. I walk to the bathroom, leaving my phone on my bed. A nice hot shower is always very relaxing, and with all this stress, I need some relaxation.

I get out the shower, dry off, then put on underwear and shorts. I go to get my phone and respond to Jenn when Bethany texts me about something that seems to have a similar topic as Jenn's text. I unlock my phone and look at the text Bethany sent me, then I look at Jenn's text. Before I get done reading what Jenn's text said, Joey and Lily text me. All 4 people are talking about the same video and I'm not sure why. I'm very confused.

I text all four of them back saying "What do you mean?"

The text five to ten minutes was literally so full of gossip. They said this video was made about somebody special and how he spoke from the heart and how it was so touching and Lily said it made her cry. Each person has a different theory of who the video is about. I'm guessing none of them know for sure since they are all unsure of the person who the video was about and I'm guessing it wasn't mentioned in the video. Jenn thinks it's about Troye. Bethany thinks it's about Korey. Joey thinks it's about Davey and Lily thinks it's about either Ryan or Nick. This whole time they have been talking about this, none of them have actually sent me the link to the video. If you're going to bring somebody into a debate about a video and get them invested in the situation, then the least you should do is show them the damn video! Like they have been talking so long about it, I'm basically invested in the situation.

I text them all saying "Are you just going to talk about it, or are you going to show me the video?" I'm guessing they got the memo because everybody finally gave me the link to the video and I'm saying to myself, "finally I can see what all the drama is about." I click the video link and it leads me to YouTube, and you know who I saw? Motherfucking Tyler Oakley on the screen. Fuck! Even when I try my best to avoid anything that has to do with him, the universe still finds ways to make my life as complicated as possible. Not even 3 days since he broke my heart and he's already crushing on another guy. Great. Just great.

As much as I hate Tyler, I still really wanna know what got my friends so excited. So I watch the video, annoyed to look at Tyler's face but still take in his words.

Nothing that he has said so far has lead me to think of anyone particular yet. Then, he says "He told me things he's never told anyone else, like before he realized he was gay, he had this girlfriend, and he thought they were completely in love, and one night they were both alone and you can fill in the rest."

Oh my gosh.

He continues taking "He then realized he made a huge mistake that would never be fixed. He realized he was different, and that he had fucked up, big time. He told the girl, she was heart broken and they haven't spoke since."

I know who he's talking about. I'm certain about it.

"I love him but things are complicated right now. No need to worry though, I will figure something out. And, before I end this video, if he's watching this, which I doubt, I just wanna say I'm sorry, and I love you. Thanks for watching everyone, bye."

That's me.