One True Love

Chapter 2

Connor's Point of View:

I get in my car and Tyler's house. I drive a couple blocks and go to an empty parking lot and just start ablling my eyes out, full out crying in my car.

I am so fed up with myself. Why am I so stupid. I tell myself "I'm ready for this, I'm ready to be who I was meant to be" not caring what people have to say. But then I go and totally abandon my best friend, who cares about me and supports me. And I do things things because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will become something that people dont like, and people will think i'm a different person because of this. I'm scared about what people willsay to me and how people will react when they see me. Even though I said I wasn't going to care what they thought, I will. I will always care because that's how I am and I hate myself for it. I'm too nervous to look at my twitter or my instagram or even my own channel because I a so afraid of what they are going to say. I don't know what to do. My life is becoming such a mess.

I get a text from my mom. It says:

"Hey, tyler told me that you weren't talking to him and to tell you to click on this link, didn't tell me what it was though. Check it out for yourself."

I click on it, sorta feeling bad about what I did to him and just expecting like a get well meme or something like that. What I actually got, blew me away.

He had sent me to a group of tweets of people saying how much they still love me and support me and don't think that my sexuality makes me better or worse in any way. These tweets all had the hashtag #WeLoveYouConnor. This sends so many feels throughout my body. I cover my mouth, not prepared for all this love. I must of looked through a hundred tweets of people saying how my sexuality just makes me more unique and special and perfect and things like that.

I felt so much more better. I made a tweet saying: "Thanks everyone for all the support that I've recieved lately. I needed that so much. You all are true fans." I clean myself up, wipe the tears off my face, try and get rid of the redness in my eyes. After that, I call Tyler.

"Hello?" Says Tyler.

"Hey." I say.

"Connor!" Tyler says happy I called.

"I just wanted to say that I am so sorry about what happened earlier, how I abandoned you. I don't know what happened." I say.

Tyler responses saying "It's alright, I know that coming out is hard and that every person that does, handles it differently. I will always be there for you."

"Thank you so much Tyler, it means the world to me." I say.

"No problem, it's what best friends do for each other. I will be here if you ever need to talk." Tyler says.

"Thank you so much for being such an amazing friend once again. I'll talk to you later." I say.

"Dubai!" Tyler says and hangs up. God I love it when he says stuff like that.