Tyler's Point of View:
I'm going to Connor's house today. Ricky insisted that I come over and spend some time with him and that he will be at Connor's house. Not sure why I can't just hang out with him at his house since it's literally like 10 minutes away from Connor's and 15 minutes away from mine. It's whatever though, it is what it is.
I get ready and stuff and get in the car to drive over to Connor's house. I text Ricky before starting the car.
Me: Hey, I'm on my way.
Ricky: Ok, Connor asked me to pick up a few things for him at the store so I might get there a little late.
Me: That's fine, I'll just wait in the living room.
Ricky: Ok, be there as soon as I can. Ttyl!
I put the phone back in my pocket and prepare to start driving.I hope the traffic isn't too bad. Then again, I do live in L.A.
----------10 minutes later----------
*knock knock*
"Hey Tyler! Ricky isn't here yet. You're free to sit on the couch though."
"I kind of figured he wasn't here yet." I said as I walked in.
"So, how's it going?" I ask Connor.
"Fine, nothing really new since the last time we talked."
"Oh that's cool, I guess." I say.
I sit on the couch and pull out my phone, trying to find something to entertain me until Ricky gets here. Connor goes into his bedroom where his computer sits promptly on his bed. He is so internet obessed, just like me.
About 5 minutes later Ricky walks through the door. I look up, acknowledging his presence.
"Hey Ricky."
"Hey Tyler."
Connor must of heard me and Ricky talking because he came into the living room shortly after.
"Hey Connor, they didn't have anymore of the mixed nuts, hope that's okay." Ricky says.
"Yea that's fine." Connor replies.
"Sooooooo..." Ricky says.
"What?" I ask.
"Nothing." Ricky says, looking over at Connor.
Not really sure what's going on, its like there's an inside joke that I don't know about or something. It's just a really weird feeling I'm having right now.
"Connor can I speak with you outside for a moment?" Ricky asks.
Connor and Ricky go outside and I am very confused about the whole scenario.
Connor's Point of View:
"Connor can I speak with you for a moment?" Ricky asks me. Here we go. I walk outside with Ricky.
"What is it?" I ask him.
"You know what."
"No." I say.
"Yes." He says.
"No!" I say.
"Dude, you have to tell him. You know he likes you, so why is it so hard?"
"Why do I have to do it now?"
"Connor, we already discussed this, you have to tell him. You can't keep bottling up your feelings."
"I know but-" I was cut off.
"Connor, you'll be fine, I promise." Ricky says.
"Ok, I trust you. Your my best friend and you know what's good for me. I'll tell him." I say.
We go back inside.
"Tyler?" I say.
"Yea?" Tyler says.
"Can I be completely honest with you?"
"Of course you can, Connor. What is it that's bugging you?"
"I have been told that I have something, something that I wasn't fully aware of before, but now that's it has been brought to my attention, I can see now."
"See what?" Tyler asks.
"I can see now that I have a crush, and not just any crush, a Tyler Oakley crush."
"What are you trying to say?" Tyler asks, confused.
"What I'm trying to say is that I have feelings for you, feelings that surpass the friend zone. I want you to be my boyfriend."
"I have to go." Tyler says.
He storms out of the house, grabbing his car keys off the counter before leaving. The door slams then soon after there's a car engine.
Ricky stands there, having a hard time comprehending what just happened. He just stand there in shock.
"Connor..." He says.
I run off to the bathroom. I slam to the door closed and lock it.
I fall the floor and tears start coming out. One by One, until I find myself crying uncontrollably on the floor. Why would he do that? I pour out my feelings and this how he reacts? Doesn't he know how much he means to me? Doesn't he know without him I'm not happy? Literally, I'd be suicidal without him. There's nothing to life without Tyler.
I open one of the drawers that has my shaving stuff in it. I pick up a razor and just stare at it, Looking at my past, tempted to revisit it. I remember the feeling, the satisfaction, and the aftermath. I remember sinks full of blood and screaming family members. I remember wanting to die.
I snap back to my reality, out of my flashback. Putting the razor back in the drawer and closing the drawer.
YOU ARE READING
One True Love
FanfictionA Conler Fanfic, After Connor's Coming Out Video, there are lots of emotions going around. Tyler has also been impacted by this and doesn't know what to do. How will they deal with this?
