love always,

life sucks

being a teenage "nobody" living in a small beach town, coincidentally named Far Water. can be pretty annoying, especially if everyone hates you. now i know what your what your thinking, "oh another cliché." well your right, and i don't give a fuck. my life is basically a cringy romcom, if the romcom was about a piece of trash that doesn't fall in love. i have had two friends all my life, which both seemed to not give a shit about me and ended up leaving me for popularity. now im just a depressed thing that sits in the back up class, writing shit like this. im pretty sure we all have that kid in class, well it's honestly really nice have no one talk to you. but it gets pretty sad after almost all your life of being that kid. i swear one time this kid gave me a letter that just said stop cutting your self. funniest shit that has ever happend to me, i can bend my finger nail to far back and start crying like the world just ended. much less slice my wrist open cause im "emo". i have had so many social issues, to wear the only person im phisically able to talk to is my therapist. i have a lot of problems , educational, social, Beiber fever? you name it, i have it. my life is really confusing, yet non-eventual as fuck. so now i got that out of the way, hi im Kaden. carol my theripist told me to write notes to myself. this isnt really like a diary, more like some kinda Dear Evan Hansen thing. so here i am writing to myself letters that i will never want to speak of again. but of course life never goes as planned. shit im turning into Ghandi.