love always,

Two girls one anxiety pill

"so this is like a love triangle?" My stomach ached at those words. " I wouldn't call it that.." she rolled her eyes, I didn't understand why life was like this. I meet a girl, fall in love, see other girl that I've had a crush on for three year, and give up on both. Carol just stares at me and shakes her head. " I don't know what to say," I snap. " your my therapist! That's your job!" She just laughs and pauses, " don't ask me about this! I've been married four times!" She laughs and pulls out a cigarette and a flask. I look at my watch, " shit! I gotta go!" She waved and took a drag on the cancer stick. When I got into my moms car, she looks at me with red eyes. " you've been drinkin' again?" I ask unfazed, she just ignores me and tries to start the car up with the house key. " okay, get out of the car." She turns her head and slowly unbuckles her seatbelt. I open her door and we switch seats. even though I'm sixteen, I still don't have a license. So if I was caught, I would go to.. well you know. The whole ride was my mom ranting about my "bitchy" stepdad. When we got home, I laid her on the couch and walked to my room. I opened my computer and logged into my email, " what the fu-?"