love always,

Friends are weird

Me and BRC talked for three fucking hours, yet it felt like three minutes. I'm not saying that I'm upsesed or anything, but I've never felt this way with anyone before. Not even with my best friends, Ashley was my first friend. She was one of those family friends that your forced to like since diapers. Luckily that wasn't us, at first we did actually like each other. Until sixth grade when I realized that I liked her in a different way. Well I'm guessing you know where this story went. She found out acted like it was the end of the universe, and ditched me. Now for milky, the best friend anyone could ever have... until you don't have her anymore. She was pretty, funny, smart, I could go on forever. But as most great things come, they go. She had to move to Chicago and never talked to me again. Now I guess I have brookden, but I'm ready to see her leave. I don't know if that's depressing or not but it's the truth. I don't even know if we're friends, though we did have a lot of chemistry last night, she was also really drunk the whole time. I'll probably walk by her again like I did that one day and fall in love with her all again, and she'll just walk and not notice me. I've been thinking about that all night and now I'm freaking out about it again just writing it down. I figured that the only way to calm myself down was to do something that freaks me out even more. I decided to write a letter.