tiktok bxb oneshots

n.e. x c.h.

Summary; Noen breaks up with chase thinking chase would be happier without him he thinks chase is happier according to his tiktoks of him smiling and laughing until he sees chases most recent YouTube video...

-

3rd  pov. 

It head been 3 months since Noen had broken up with chase he'd seemed happier He was had his live on He was just eating some food and answering questions specifically avoiding the questions about his and chases break up. He was just looking for questions to answer until one specific one caught his eye it read "Have you seen chases latest vid on his yt yet?" He answered "no I haven't seen his latest video i think I'm gonna watch it I'll see you guys later I love you guys and I'll see you next time!" He turned off his phone and tossed it to the side he grabbed his laptop sitting back on his bed room floor and clicking on YouTube he pulled up chases YouTube and clicked on the latest video reading the tittle "Watching choen edits because apparently that's all you guys want me to do" he started the video seeing chase not as enthusiastic as the chase he knew the shrugged it off "maybe it's just an off day for him"  chase started watching the edits when Noen saw tears start to fill up in the beautiful eyes he loved so much Noens eyes started to fill up with tears too. Chase started watching the next one and  he started crying silently watching the edit  Noen watched shocked he thought that chase was ok without him. This video made it clear that he was not ok chase kept watching though and saw chase start to sniffle and the tears start to fall more heavily and more frequent chase paused the tiktok and looked at his camera and said "god did you guys just wanna see me cry or something because you could have just asked" chase let out a hurt filled chuckle.  Noen paused the video and let out a sniffle he had hurt his baby so much and it just hit him watching chase cry he just wanted to wrap his arms around him and pull him into his lap and tell him I'd all be ok but he couldn't do that because he let him go. Noen grabbed his phone he ran to his contacts and pressed Anthony's it rung twice and a voice came through the phone "hello?" Noen put it to his ear sobbing "I messed up Anthony. I messed up!" Anthony  responded "what are you talking about?" Noen responded "I hurt him!" Anthony sighed and said "I know you did I had to hold him while cried he was so hurt you didn't even give him an explanation he blamed himself you know?" Noen sniffled and said "what?" Anthony sighed again and said "he just thought that he wasn't good enough for you, he thought that maybe you'd left him for someone better..." noen cried harder at the thought of chase thinking that lowly of himself  god there was no one better than chase... how could he even think that... Anthony said "because you broke up with him with zero explanation dumbass!" He had said that out loud... Noen responded shakily "i need to apologize.." Anthony gulped through the phone and he could hear it "then do it. You know where he lives.." he hung up without an explanation and ran out to his slipping on shoes as fast as he could he started the car speeding off

Time skip...

He pulled up tears still going down his face he knocked on door Mia opened the door and looked at Noen and said "About damn time go get your man." He raced up the stairs to chases room not even knocking when he bursted to find chase sitting on his bed tears rolling down his face as he listened to before you go (Lewis capaldi) chase looked up saying "how many time do I have to tell you guys that your cheering up is not going to work!" He saw Noen and his tears fell harder he spoke shakily "W-What do you want"  Noen spoke "I'm so sorry.."  Chase looked down and said "you didn't even give an explanation.." Noen spoke tears slowly stopping "I thought you were going to be happier without me.." chase choked on his tears and said "That's not what happened huh.." Noen shook his head and said "I just saw the video and I just wanted to hold you.." chase smiled a bit and said "then come hold me" Noen nodded quickly Noen sat on the bed and pulled chase in his lap and they fell asleep like that. 

I was in the mood writing this at the time but then I was listening to Avril Lavigne and my mood changed completely so hears thissssssss