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"it feels so good but I miss him"
jaden has been quite depressed since quinton recently got with cynthia. he felt as if he had been replaced, and though all the times he and quin cuddled on the couch or swam in the pool or fuck even went to the grocery store together. it didn't matter anymore because he had cynthia.
and that hurt.
a lot.
he tried to not care, but people started to notice, him slowly fading into the background, constantly being out but really just driving, for hours. stopped messaging back. he didn't care. he felt stupid too. really stupid. it's hard to try to validate your emotions of longing for someone you were never with.
god it was so hard. he missed someone he never had. but soon quinton started to miss him too. in ways that he never thought he could. he didn't miss cynthia like this. it was like a pull and an attraction to someone that wasn't like the attraction he had to cynthia. he started to feel empty too.
missing jaden more than ever. missing someone he didn't have, never have had, and it felt like it was someone he never could have. jaden was angelic and delicate. while cynthia would yell and tell him off at anything he did wrong.
he started noticing jadens fading and started pulling him back in, like a boat lost at sea. he felt jaden needed to be pulled in. and maybe he was right.
in fact i think he was...
because if he didn't jaden would probably be dead or a heroin addict.
but instead jaden was sitting at a table with two kids of his own telling the love story of him and quinton.
he was a father.
he was married.
in fact he was married to the one person he thought didn't want him but boy-o boy was he wrong.
wasn't he?
spoiler alert: he was.
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-playboi69 wanted me to write what I was feeling to hear you guys go:)
