Protecting my sister

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Dylan's POV*
"Carter don't" I pleaded.
"What I'm just going to the bathroom" she innocently said.
"Carter I know what you are really going to do ........ I've never told you this but I do it to and I know you may think your blade is your only friend..... but knowing that you do it takes a toll on me to carter I love you please try to stop" I begged.
"It's fine Dylan I'm not going to do anything" she said her voice cracking.
"Ok carter I love you" I said with a concerned tone.

Carters POV*
I walked into the bathroom and slid down against the wall a tear rolled down my cheek 'why do i have to lie to her' I then went to the medicine cabinet and grabbed my blade out of my makeup bag I needed this blade again I slid it across my wrist blood rushing out in little beads. I did it once again and again, by the time I was done I had over 50 new cuts on both my arms I quickly cleaned up wrapped them and pulled my sleeve down.
I walk back in to our room to find Dylan crying
"Dylan what's wrong" I rushed to her.
She pushed me away screaming.
Damnit another attack. her depression attacks come from a build up of depression it's a mix of a panic attack and a tantrum except she can feel when it's coming.
Dylan's POV*
I felt my heart race increase and I felt depression come over heavy and quick next thing I knew I was in a ball crying and screaming voices in my head were loud
"Fat"
"Worthless"
"Slut"
"Whore"
"No one wants you alive, go kill yourself"
My sister rushed to my side but I pushed her away I screamed loud I wasn't able to talk at all memories flag from when my father hit me leading into raping me I knew he did the same to my sister all my mom ever knew was the hitting my mom and my sister were my only friends all I have I my sister now she is the only one..
Carters POV*
Anne walked into the room with her terrible posy
"Gosh she is such an attention whore she should kill herself already" she spat rudely.
"Shut up you fucking bitch!! take you and those tramps and leave" I spat back then i punched her into the gut.
She sneered and walked out. she didn't know how this affected Dylan's mental state it will only make it worse if we stay. I ran to Dylan to try to calm her. but no matter what just like she does I will always try to be protecting my sister .......

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(A/n: hey sorry this is shitty but anyways if your reading thanks I guess well bye lovelys )
-S

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