Loved in Shades (A Jaylor Fanfiction)

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And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
Present Time
8 Weeks Later
Taylor Swift's Point of View
I'm super pregnant. I feel like that's a weird way to start this off but I'm in that stage of pregnancy where you just kinda wanna die. I have to pee every seven seconds I SWEAR. It's like this baby hates me and wants to see me suffer. The worse part is I'm not due for another week. I have to suffer for another week? 168 more hours of absolute hell? I didn't sign up for this...I guess I did when I got pregnant but it was an accidental pregnancy. I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS PAIN! I shouldn't have had sex maybe...whatever, I'm still gonna complain. I want to have this baby already and end my suffering. I mean, I cried yesterday watching a vacuum commercial. I was asked why I was crying and I said and I quote 'The family is just so happy they have a clean carpet.' God if I wasn't pregnant and felt like this I wouldn't survive. At least right now I know this pain is eventually going to end and it'll be worth it cause I'll have a baby. Unless this baby kills me before I have them which feels accurate. Ugh speaking of the pain...

"Jooeeeeeeeee!" I yell.

"What is it now?" Joe asks with a slight tone. He's been a real gentleman dealing with me lately.

"Well if you're mad at me I won't ask you for help." I burst into tears. These damn hormones. I can't deal with this.

Joe takes a deep breath and sits next to me. "I'm not mad at you. I'm just getting slightly annoyed by helping you 24/7."

"Well now I feel like a pain!" I cry more because I can't control my own body anymore.

He sighs slightly and puts his hand on my lower thigh. "I'm not going to lie to you. You are a pain in my ass."

"Wow you're really helping!"

"But you're my beautiful pain in the ass. You're carrying our child and you're a real trooper about it so I'll do whatever you need from me. You're growing a human inside of you which I could never do if I was a woman...and it's our baby. I want the baby to be okay. Well, and you."

I smile and give him a side hug before wiping my tears. Thank you... but I really have to pee. Will you help me up?"

Joe laughs slightly. "Sure."

"Hurry before I piss myself."

Joe stands up and grabs my hand. He pulls me up and walks with me to the bathroom.

"You know, you don't need to walk with me." I tell him.

"You're gonna need help off of the toilet though so I might as well come with you."

"Into the bathroom?"

"No, no. I'll wait outside."

"Good cause that would be awkward." I walk into the bathroom and...do my business. You get the moral of the story.

"Joeeeeeeeeeeee! I need helppppp!" Standing up is too damn hard I swear. I hate Adam and Eve. They had to screw everything up and make having a child be a misery.

Joe walks in while he covers his eyes. He helps me up and goes back to the couch with me after I pull on my panties.

"You don't need to cover your eyes you know when you help me up."

"I mean, it's a little weird to look."

"There's nothing there you haven't seen before."

"I think exes seeing each other's...parts again is kinda weird maybe."

"We aren't the average ex though. Most exes don't have babies with each other."

"Do you want me to look?"