Loved in Shades (A Jaylor Fanfiction)

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Have ten kids and teach them how to dream
*Flash back*
23 days later
July 8th 2019
Taylor Swift's Pov
I sit in the waiting room with my head down to cover up my identity much as possible. I don't want to be noticed in this type of atmosphere. My leg shakes violently as the anxiety shakes my core. Joe saw the anxiety pouring through me and grabbed my hand.

"It'll be okay babe." Joe said softly.

"What if it won't..." I said.

"Just have faith."

"How can I after what happened to us?" I asked very quietly and he gave no response.

"Taylor!" Someone in scrubs with a clipboard yelled.

Joe and I stood up simultaneously and walked up to the woman who called us up. I continued to look down and tried to avoid any form of being noticed by anyone. I couldn't let this happen.

"Follow me." The woman said and brought us to a doctors office. "You'll be meeting with Doctor Brooks ." She said then opened the door to the office.

"Thank you." I said quietly and walked into the room.

I lifted up my head and pulled off all the stuff to wipe off my identity. I sat down on the chair across the desk and so did Joe. Then clocked ticked as Joe and I stayed silent. I looked over and saw some magazines with babies on them and other pregnancy and baby related stuff around the room.

Eventually Doctor Brooks walked in the room and went up to us. She reached out her hand and we shook hands.

"I'm Doctor Brooks and I'm the fertility doctor here." She said then sat down at her desk.

"It's a pleasure to meet you." I said.

"I understand you've been having some issues with pregnancy and I talked to Doctor Holbrook she said you had a hostile uterus. She's a general OG/BYN so I ran more detailed tests as you know and I came to the same results but your prognosis."

"Great." I smiled.

"So you're going to be taking a cocktail sorta thing."

"I mean, that is how most pregnancy's happen." Joe said with a laugh. I looked at him with a light death stare and elbowed him in the side.

"It's a shot...with a needle." Doctor Brooks said.

"Oh god." I said with a face that wasn't a huge fan of it.

"I'll show you how to use it." She said then grabbed the solution and needle.

"So you'll draw it out of the bottle to this mark then you want to poke the needle in hard to an area around the upper thighs...butt area."

"This just keeps getting better." I said with an eye roll.

"Then just push in the cocktail and you're done." She said.

"Oh-okay." I said slightly worried.

"There are of course some side effects like blurred vision and nausea...." She said started to list off everything.

Joe and I looked at each other with very worried faces.

"I know it sounds scary but just think about the outcome you could get out of it." She said with a smile.

I put a small smile on my face and just thought of what my future could look like.

"So, what do you guys think?"

Joe looked a me and nodded and and nodded back slightly.

"We'll do it." I said.

"Great, so we'll get started on  that treatment right away and here's my card. Call me if you have any questions." She said handing us her card.

"Thank you so much." Joe said then shook her hand.

"Thank you." I said as well then started to put on my secret identity once again.

Joe and I both walked out the door and kept our heads down. The trip home was mostly silent but once we walked in the apartment the silence ended.

"Are you sure this treatment will work Taylor?" Joe asked.

"It's worth a shot. Imagine if we get to have a kid because of it." I smiled.

"Okay. It'll be worth it if we get a baby."

• • •

2 Weeks Later

I woke up and started my daily routine of the day. First, I get up and do all the basics like brushing my teeth. All of that, that's very very agonizing but there is one part that I save for last. I try to rush through everything else to get to this. Once I finish everything else I finally get to it and I slight smile from excitement. I open a new box of pregnancy test and toss it in the garbage bin which is full of negative tests. 'This one is it' I tell myself. I take the test then start the stopwatch on my phone. My heart pounds as the countdown starts. Sometimes I wonder if this routine is just setting myself constantly for disappointment but I have to know. My phone hits 5 minutes and I close my eyes. I pick up my test and inhale slowly. I open my eyes and see the test reads 'pregnant'. I cover my mouth and smile and start to cry slightly.

"JJJJOOOOOOOOEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs then sprint out of the bathroom. I run into the kitchen where he is holding two cups.

"What is it? I got you a cup of tea for-" He almost finished but I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around him. He fell over and spilled the hot coffee all over himself. An acute expression on his face appeared which caused me to giggle slightly.

"Are you laughing at my pain Taylor?"

"Yes. Yes I am."

"What is so important that you must tackle me?" Joe asked. I took the test and placed it on his forehead.

"Look at it! Look, look, look. LLLOOOOKK!!!" I screamed. Joe picked the test off his forehead and read it.

"It's positive."

"It's positive."

"IT'S PPPOOOSSSIITTIIIIVVEE!!!!!" Joe yelled with a smile. I laughed at him and hugged him on the floor.

"It worked!"

"We're going to have a baby!"

I smiled and looked at the test again.

"We're having a baby." I said softly.
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Authors note: Sorry for taking FOREVER to update. I was dealing with finals and school but I'm on summer break now! I do have my internship though and one summer school class.

Taylor is pregnant again! Any predictions?

Also thank you for all the love on this book though you're all so amazing.

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-Madie😊