Mai Lab..Tu Dua..

1. Lag jaa gale..

"Pal kitne bhi guzaar lu teri bahon main oh yaara..magar saans kehti hai ki jee abhi bhara nahi..."

"Mai jau Sidharth" she asked almost breaking in tears

"Kaha Jaan" he said still not facing her just closing his eyes tearfully..on verge of breakdown,he knew it was coming....his feet went numb not being able to turn around and face her..

"Yaha se dur" she says finally mustering up the courage wiping her tears only to cry fresh ones..he just turns around shocked at her words..the thought itself killed him at that very moment

"Nahi..kyu..Nahi" he says rushing towards her cupping her face

"Jana Padega....is waqt bhot zaruri hai"

"Nahi zaruri hai...we will figure something out" he tried telling himself more than her..

"Muje adat hai akele rehne ki" she says knowing he is more worried for her than his own self..

"Ab nahi hai.." he says just tightens his grip on her realizing how well she reads him hoping maybe this grip will hold her back..hold the storm that has stuck their lives..

"Ghar tut jayega Sidharth" she says hugging him still crying silent tears..

"Hum kuch sochte hai na" he says cupping her face and hugging her, crying with her..

"Maa ek hi hoti hai Sidharth...or dubara nahi aati..please jane de muje" she says still crying hugging him

"Jab decide hi kar lia hai..to puch kyu rahi hai" he says turning away from her..trying to stop tears welling in his eyes..

"Please..m har jaungi warna" she says shredding last ounce of strength she had in holding her tears back, she just could not hold it in now..

He immediately turns his face back to her kissing her forehead shedding tears as he kissed her whole face as if trying to hide her in him..trying to take away all the pain so he can suffer for her as well..

"Khane ka dhyan rakhna...or gussa bilkul nahi okay"...he just nods feeling most helpless he ever felt in his life..he was hugging her for the last time maybe, and he did not know how to stop the moment so that she does not take his soul away from him leaving his lifeless body behind..

"mai bat karta hun na..ye unki soch ki galti hai, ism teri koi galti nahi hai.." he says cupping her face with hand while hugging her with other..

"And dwai ka dhyan rakhna apni bhi or maa ki bhi" she said trying to be strong for both of them

"Shehnaaz m nahi reh paunga tere bina..please" he says almost breaking down..she just seperates herself from him kissing his forehead..

"Jab hum do jism ek jaan hai..to tu kabhi mere bina ya mein tere bina ho sakta hai kya?...hume sath rehne k liye sath rehne ki zarurat nahi hai " she says caressing his face..and then moving a little back opening her fist as she points towards vermillion box in front of him..he just smiles a bit through his tears as he immediately takes a pinch of it filling it in her mid partition as she closed her eyes as if trying to cherish his touch and this moment forever..she knew her soul left her in this moment..she knew it will not accompany her after this moment..she knew her heart will stay here freezing in this moment even after her body physically leaves from here..she knew it yet she had to do it..she opened her eyes as she heard his words..

"I love you jaan"

She felt her heart break down in million peices again hearing those words, she knew she had to do this she knew it will be hard..it will break her, it will empty her....but it pained more than she anticipated she felt like all blood was sucked out of her just to leave a pale lifeless body..she could not, she just could not answer him..because she knew it will break them more..

"Be a good person Sidharth..apni har responsiblity ache se nibhana..promise me?" she asked forwarding her hand to him...he just nodded kissing her lips ever so gently as if trying to savour her taste in him, nodding in affirmation trying to control his tears as he kissed her forehead...

"Aaschi" he almost asks questionably putting his finger in her bangle yanking her forward

"Aaschi" she said choked at the word, with a voice lacking conviction as she kept her forehead on his chin shedding silent tears.....

So? got this idea at around 4 A.M. one night?

Hows it? Are you guys interested in reading this one..comment karo or btao..

Also do you like the name and cover of the book?

I shall start writing❤️