Useless (Intruality)

Tears

Remus p.o.v.

I wish he didn't say those things. I just always wanted to feel useful.. But I guess I'm not
I just got into a fight with Janus. We never argue often or at all. But when I already felt bad about myself.. He just made it worse. I ran out from Janus's room. I dont know where I'm going but I just wanted to get away from there. I stopped, sat on the floor and cried. I never felt so sad then today.. Especially since it's from the person you cared about for so long just goes and says awful things to you.

I heard a door open about 3 minutes later.
"Are you ok? What happened?"Patton said."Patton? I didn't know this was your door sorry.. I can leave now if you want" I said. "No we can talk if you want someone to hang out with." Patton said. "but I thought you hate me. Everyone hates me." I said. "I don't hate you. I care about you! Let's go in my room, I want to help you." Patton said. "Really? Thanks." I said.

~In Patton's room~
"So what happened? I never see you like this.." Patton said. "I.. I had a fight with Janus." I said. "What was it about if you don't mind me asking?" Patton said. "He kissed Roman.. My brother and my best friend? I hated that! Then I was talking to him about it and he kept defending him and getting mad at me.. And then.. He said that he didn't even know why I was around because we already have a better creativity and if the spit didn't happen everyone would have been happier. And I agree with him.. I don't even know why I'm still here, I should probably just d-." " NO!... I mean you shouldn't die! You are just as important. He said false things. " Patton said. " But.. I did feel sad too. My brother hates me, Virgil left, And now I might lose my friend. No one else likes me around them." I said. " I will be your friend! I promise I will never leave you!" Patton said. "Thank you.. I didn't think i would get this emotional though.." I said. "You have every right to be sad about this.. But one way we can cheer this up is by watching cartoons, Friend!" Patton said. " Yeah sure why not!" I said. "You want to watch Avatar The Last Airbender?" Patton said. "Yes!" I said.

We watched it for awhile before we fell asleep.