Title: Let Him Go
𝗪𝗶𝗻'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩
"𝖧𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗒 𝖡𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝖠'𝖳𝖾𝖺𝗆"
I greeted him and kissed his forehead before presenting him with the cake.
" 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖧𝗂𝖺 𝖶𝗂𝗇!"
He smiled and blown his cake.
"𝖣𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗈 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈𝖽𝖺𝗒?"
I asked and he made a cute thinking face. I chuckled at his cuteness.
" 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁, 𝖧𝗂𝖺"
I froze at what he said and remembered the incident which happened 2 years ago that made us not want to go back there.
" 𝖠𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈, 𝖳𝖾𝖺𝗆?" I asked worried
"𝖸𝖾𝗌 𝖧𝗂𝖺, 𝗂𝗍'𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 2 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌, 𝖨 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁."
He smiled and held my hand, reassuring me. I sighed and nodded which made him smile excitedly.
"𝖱𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒? 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖧𝗂𝖺!" he hugged me and jumped up and down like a little child. I can't help but coo at his cuteness.
"𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇𝗏𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒?" He nodded and hugged me again. I hugged him back and kissed the top of his head.
(𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩)
"𝖶𝗈𝖺𝗁! 𝖨 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌!"
The first thing Team did after we arrived is run around. I chuckled at his behavior.
"𝖶𝗈𝖺𝗁 𝗂𝗍'𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾!" Manow exclaimed and Del replied with "𝖸𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌!"
Dean and Pharm are also here along with Manow's boyfriend and Don. We swam and play in the water with each other until the others are tired and went to our cabin. Team and I are the only ones left.
"𝖧𝗂𝖺, 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗐𝖾 𝗋𝗂𝖽𝖾 𝖺 𝖻𝗈𝖺𝗍?" Team asked and once again I remember what happened last 2 years.
"𝖯𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝖧𝗂𝖺~ 𝖨 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈, 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾, 𝗇𝖺, 𝗇𝖺, 𝗇𝖺~?"
I agreed because who can resist his cuteness? But I promise that what happened before won't happen again this time.
We rode the boat and went a little far away from the shore. Seeing him happy makes me happy too. I pulled him for a kiss, he was shocked but kissed back. The next things he said made me scared,
"𝖧𝗂𝖺, 𝗅𝖾𝗍'𝗌 𝗋𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝖾," He said that while staring deeply into my eyes. I don't know why but I followed him even if I was scared.
We raced to the shore and I won but when I looked back, I couldn't see Team. I panicked and went to the water screaming his name.
"𝖳𝖤𝖠𝖬, 𝖠'𝖳𝖤𝖠𝖬, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎!"
I kept on screaming that Dean and the others went to stop me.
"𝖠'𝖶𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀? 𝖦𝖾𝗍 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖶𝗂𝗇!"
I didn't listen to him and keeps searching for Team, but Dean pulled me out of the water. I keep screaming and crying, calling out for Team.
"𝖶𝗂𝗇! 𝖲𝗍𝗈𝗉 𝗂𝗍! 𝖨𝗍'𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝟮 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝖶𝗂𝗇 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾!" Dean, Pharm, and the others are almost crying with me.
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𝟤 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰, 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘫𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 2 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩, 𝘩𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘏𝘪𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩.
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘞𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘫𝘶𝘳𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺, 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘞𝘪𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨.
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I remembered what happened last time and how I couldn't do anything to save team. It's already been two years since 𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙙. It's already been two years but I still can't accept it.
"𝖭𝗈! 𝖭𝗈 𝗐𝖺𝗒!" I cried out loud which made the others cry too.
"𝘏𝘪𝘢" I heard and saw him looking at me with sad eyes. "𝖳𝖾𝖺𝗆!"
"𝘏𝘪𝘢, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘏𝘪𝘢, 𝘯𝘢?" I saw him cry while begging me to let him go, I shake my head no. I don't want to. He knelt next to me and kissed me, I closed my eyes and cried continuously, 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘢𝘮 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰?
I opened my eyes and saw nothing. Team is not there anymore, I already let him go because I need to. 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮.
~𝙀𝙉𝘿~