Arctic Heart (Ice Queen Series)

That awkward moment

Lada

Nauna na akong lumabas ng silid para sa agahan. I saw pain in Achilles' eyes when he interrupted me and Axel earlier. I saw lust, need and unadulterated desire in Axel's naman when he held my nape and almost kissed me. Hindi ko naiintindihan ang mga nangyayari.

Bakla si Axel at kahit kailan hindi niya ako hinawakan sa paraan ng may pagnanasa, unlike Achilles who blatantly tells me that he wants to bed me. So why is he acting like that now?

Ang pinaka magulo sa lahat ng pangyayaring ito ay ang sarili ko, hindi ko alam kung bakit libo libong botahe ng kuryente ang bumalot sa katawan ko ng yakapin ako ni Axel mula sa likod kanina, hindi ko alam kung bakit dumaloy ang pagnanasa sa aking katawan ng maramdaman ko hininga niya sa aking tenga. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pinapayagan ko si Achilles na hawakan ako ng tila isa niyang pag aari, hindi ko alam kung bakit gusto ko ang mga halik niya na nakakapagdulot ng kalituhan at kaliyuhan sa buo kong pagkatao. Hindi ko alam.

Nasa ganuon akong pagmumuni ng may humablot sa akin papasok sa isang silid. Sisigaw sana ako but strong hands covered my mouth, if his scent did not fill my nostrils, I would have screamed.

"Sshhh.. it's just me, Amore." Si Achilles. He slowly removed his hands from my mouth at iniyakap ang mga braso niya sa akin. I can feel his uneven breathing on my neck and it's making me so damn wet. I was trying to get away from his embrace but he whispered in my ear which sent shivers down my clit. Fuck, I am turning into a horny slut because of this man.

"Just let me hold you, Lada. Stop moving, please. Because the more you move, the more I want to fuck you kahit pa nasa kabilang silid lang and boyfriend mo na pinsan ko. You have no clue how much self control I have been gathering para lang hindi ka angkinin." I have never been more scandalized in my whole life! Not to mention his bulging erection that's brushing againts my ass.

"How can you be so casual at saying shit like that, Achilles?!" I hissed at him, kinakabahan ako na baka madinig kami ni Axel kahit pa nga mala palasyo ang bahay na iyon at malabong madinig kami sa kabilang silid.

"Oh, Lada, Amore. There is nothing casual when it comes to you. I want to own you, all of you. Even if it means I'll be damned in hell for all eternity because I want nothing more right now than to steal you from my own cousin." 

Son of a bitch, I should be horrified by the things that he's saying but it was such a thrilling feeling. I know that this is wrong kahit pa nga hindi naman totoong kami ni Axel. I don't want him to laugh at Axel because he can just kiss me anytime he wants. I squirmed and tried to break free from his grasp but it was like escaping from steel chains.

"I told you not to move, Amore." His voice was grave and dangerous, he forcefully made me face him, raised both my arms above my head, and crushed my lips with his. I hate myself because I released lustful moans and let his hungry mouth ravish mine. Before I knew it, his tongue is invading my mouth, carnally sucking my tongue while his other hand is making slow circles around my waist before moving up the side of my breasts. I should protest because this is not right, but I was powerless.

Nanghihina na ang tuhod ko sa mga ginagawa ni Achilles, and fuck me for liking all of it. His insistent mouth is sending tremors down my spine and driving me wild with wanting. I arched my back when he ground his hard arousal on my belly. Things are getting blurry at nawawala na ako as katinuan, he let go of my mouth just to shower my neck and my jaw with kisses.

"Damn you, Lada! What are you doing to me?" He said while continuing his crude but sweet assault on my body. May bahid ng galit at pagnanasa and tinig niya.

Teka bakit siya pa and galit eh siya na nga nag nanghahalik, bakit parang kasalanan ko pa and nangyayari? Ba naman!

"I want you so bad. So bad, Lada." Napalunok ako as mga sinasabi ni Achilles. Ginigising ng bawat haplos niya ang mga natutulog na apoy sa buo kong pagkatao.