Righteous

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"You know I'd do anything for you. Even if I had to run through hell and back. I'd find you and be with you."

"But we are different. We are not the same.. And There's no hope for me anyway with this mortal body. I don't have long.."

"It does not matter. I'll find a way. For you, I'd destroy the world. I'll watch it burn just to see you in my arms once more."

"But what if I die before then?"

"Then I'll watch this world crumble and go on and on through time and space to bring you back. I don't care if I'm righteous or not in my actions.. I'll do it. And When I watch this world burn over and over again.. All Ill ever think about, is you.."


Ring Ring~ The bell stops our class reading session. And soon the kids began to pack up to start another boring lecture.
"We will finish reading Tomorrow in class. Please make sure your reading over your vocabulary!!" Our teacher shouts.

I began to silently get up grabbing my things. Well, that is until Rose walks up to me and grabs me by the waist.
"Ooohh!!! Oh my love! I'll go through space and time for you!!" She laughs.
"Oh stop."
"What don't like romance plays?"
"Of course not.."
"Of course you don't." She rolls her eyes smirking.
"Anyway... Your coming to lunch? Right??"
"Of course! And of course we have the new boy coming along.. Oh that reminds me. I'll be a little late coming over.. I have to call my dad about something.."
"I guess I'll see you later then.."
"Bey Zozo." Rose smiles slipping off proudly. I wonder why she was in such a good mood...

Lunch Time

It's about 12:30. And I'm seated at a table with Rose and Felix. It's weird to see how much is changed if I'm being honest. Like they way Rose is infatuated with Felix. It really pisses me off that she try's so hard to get all over him. But he's clearly devoted to me so I know he wouldn't turn his back on me so easily.
Felix looks at me frowning before telling off Rose, "Can you not be so touchy with me? I'm trying to eat."
"Awww. But your so cute Lixie."
I began to change the subject, " So about the bet. I'm not doing it."
"Why not?" She pouts.
"I just don't feel comfortable kissing him. Besides I'm very sure he'll get touchy. And I don't want that."
"Oh." She says a bit shocked, but shrugs it off trying to deflect it to another subject. A more terrifying subject.
"You did worse things with Felix so I don't see why it's a problem to kiss Ten."
"What are you talking about?" I asked raising a brow. She rolls her eyes and slips a picture to me. The picture was of Felix and I in the detention room. But it was more then just a picture, it was one of us making out. And as I looked further into the picture it was obvious that Felix's hands were deep down into my pants.
"Found it in my locker. Apparently everyone else got one too. The whole school knows." I sit blankly just shocked that the whole school had a picture of this. Even if I had all the memories and the knowledge of everything that once was.. I was still very hurt at the way things had unfolded. By no means was I embarrassed of my relationship with Felix. I was just reliving a past I couldn't escape and it made me uneasy. It made me remember one of the reasons why I wanted to die.
And then I heard it. Those voices again. They echoed off the walls and infested my ears like small insects.

"Do you see that girl??" Someone whispers.
"You mean Zoey?"
"Yeah there are photos of her and the New boy going around."
"Apparently they were fucking in one of the class rooms. I can't believe someone got photos of it."
"She really is a slut."

Felix speaks in a low tone to me, "Don't listen to them. I know your not a slut."
Rose scoffs, " You can stop playing Felix. You did this because It was planned from the beginning. All those rumors, you put them to light. Besides didn't you agree to fucking up her life with me?"
"No. That isn't true. Felix wouldn't do that.." I state softly.
"It is. In fact it should take," she checks her watch, " Any minute for you life to be completely ruined."
"What-" My chest begins to feel a warm sensation until suddenly it began to burn. I stood up and yanked my necklace off onto the table. "FUCK." I shouted. That fucking hurt. It felt like it was melting my skin.
All the sudden the cafeteria begins to get very quiet and all eyes were on me.
"Did you see that..!?" A boy gasps.
"It looked like her cross was burning her?!"
"Duh!!! Just look at her chest, it's fucking red. She's totally a satanist."
All kinds of whispers now circulated the room. And I stood there speechless. How did she know about the necklace..? Unless.. Felix Told her.. He definitely told her.
I then felt a rush of emotion flood through me. Slowly, I back off and quickly fast walked out of the cafe.

Fuck fuck fuck. Why is my emotional state so bad again. I thought I was passed it. I thought Being alive again would help. This going back thing is a fucking joke. I don't understand why this shit keeps happening. I'm always walking away from confrontation. I'm such a loser. I can't even deal with my own problems..
"Zoey." Felix grabs me into an embrace," I don't like to see you feeling this way."
"I need to be left alone."
"What?" He says a bit shocked.
"She knows who you are. Why? What did you do?!" I shout.
"Listen-" He try's to grab me but I start walking faster.
"Go away.." I then stop at my locker turning the combination angrily.
"Zoey Listen. I didn't mean-" I ignore his talking and opened up my locker. But to my surprise a bunch of pictures of Felix and I fall onto the floor. Most of them were extremely degrading. To have nudes leaked is bad enough for someone, but to have this spread around!? I immediately hold my hand to my mouth backing up slowly. I backed up until I bumped into Felix who softly embraces me.

Roses voice reaches out to us nonchalantly, " I think it's a good time if any to carry out your deal Lix." He lets go of me and rolls his eyes.
"Deal?!" I exclaimed.
"Yes. Felix is a demon I asked to kill you." She explained as if I didn't have a clue. I glared at Felix.
"I'm really sorry Zoey, I didn't mean this.." Felix says sadly.
Rose speaks out to Felix , " Felix. It's been days. I'm ready for you to end her. I've had my fun ruining her life with you."

"No." He says bluntly.
"No?" She gasps.
"I'm not killing her."
"What do you mean your not-"
"I said what I said. Do I need to repeat myself ?"
"I should have known you'd turn your back. Should have known Zoey's satanist ass self would summon you to turn it all around."
"You really should have." He states.
"Jokes on you." She states as she gets on her phone texting away.
I roll my eyes, " What are you doing obviously you can't do anything."

Then suddenly someone's voice rings out.

"Rose dear? What's wrong? You texted me?" Ten says casually walking out of one of the class rooms. He touches her chin softly.
"You told me to text you in times of need." She scoffs.
"Of course-" he looks at Felix and I observing every detail. He chuckles, "Oh this is no good.."

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