𝓲 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 - a tokomaru fanfic :)

guilt?

toko soon fell asleep in my arms.

i held her close, listening to her quiet breathing..

her face was so beautiful, i couldn't get over it. but while i was sat there in my thoughts i came to a sudden realisation,

i left her there. why didn't i stay too? maybe if i stayed with her in towa city i could've been there to protect her.. i say that but i would probably slow her down. i'm not good at anything, nevermind actually helping in a catastrophic disaster.

toko looked up, her eyes suddenly flinging open.

"Omaru... are you crying?"

i didn't even realise it myself. i WAS crying.

"no.. i'm fine, go back to sleep, toki.." i tried my best to reassure her, but i knew it didn't sound very convincing.

silence filled this dark office room as toko slowly got up from my arms and faced me.

"whats up? y-you can tell me anything, you know"

tokos face was filled with worry, i could tell.. i didn't want to annoy her any further,, so i decided i might aswell address my feelings.

"i'm feeling really guilty that i didn't stay with you in towa city.. maybe if i stayed, you wouldn't have gone missing for so long.. i could've tried to protect you. i'm sorry that i didn't stay with you toki. i'm so sorry."

she placed her soft hand on my face and presented me with a smile.

"d-don't be s-sorry.. i'm here now.. right? and thats what matters. d-don't dwell on the past.. plus.. the main thing that kept me going was knowing that you were safe komaru.. i knew makoto and byakuya would look after you, while.. "

she paused, leaning in closer.

"while i couldn't.."

she kissed me, her soft lips making me forget all my troubles.. and i finally, for the first time, felt complete.

"i love you."

// so sorry for not posting,,, ill be releasing a new chapter twice a week from now on!!!!!

thank u for all the support so far ;-; i don't deserve it<3333333