𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐀 𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝 || ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ

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°Taehyung°
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Two days,

These two days was the longest and confusing days of my life.

I wanted to stay away from him, I did or I say tried?---

He's making me confused, his actions making me confused. I wanted him to say what all this meant to him but the same time I'm afraid of his answer.

These past two days, I tried to stay away from him, making so much excuses, mostly spending time with Jiminie. We had our friendly date, shopping---

But at end of the day I ends up with Jungkook. I don't know how he always showed up everywhere, saying it was coincidence!

I should have believed him if it was one place, but he practically showed up everywhere.

I don't understand him, he's confusing me, and my feelings.

I thought it was best I protect my heart and end things before I get any more involved, and it's best as it's weekend. But I'm little sad, little hurt, little lost.

I don't know why am acting like this but I did really enjoyed my time with him. It may be just work to him but to me, it's different. I hate myself for how I reacted to his touch, how I moaned when he kissed my neck, and the same time I love that feelings too.

I'm fucked up, my mind is seriously fucked up.

"Yah- taetae, get dressed. You only have half an hour." Jiminie sat down beside me and patted my back.

"I don't wanna go." I whines like a child, pressing my face against my pillow.

"You have been waiting for this day and now you are backing off?" I'm not backing off but I don't know---

"Taetae, you got this okay?" I shake my head as no, but he sighs as he took my clothes from the couch, where I left it when Hobi hyung brought it earlier.

"It's beautiful Tae, you are going to shine, shine, shine~" Jiminie caress the soft silk with his cheek.

"Woah, I'm totally Impressed by their service." I'm not Impressed, if anything I'm totally doomed.

"Handsome boyfriend, nice clothes, if I wasn't taken I would have tried this luxury." Jiminie says dramatically and I roll my eyes.

He's trying to light up my mood but still I'm not ready to face Jungkook.

"You already have Yoongi hyung."

"I know." He rolls his eyes for the n'th time this day.

"Cheer up Tae, You need to look good for your boyfriend."

"Fake boyfriend." I reminds him.

"Whatever you say." He's been like this from yesterday, he's acting like Jungkook is my real boyfriend. Though I like the idea of him being my real boyfriend, I need to face the reality. Everything, this all act is going to end after today.

"Your fake Boyfriend is totally whipped for your precious ass, even I can see that." He's been telling me this all day and it's not making any good.

"Mark my words, he's going to ask you on a date, like a real date, after today." I bite my lip, thinking about the possibility. I like that idea of him asking me on a real date but---

"What if he don't make a move?" Jiminie is been feeding me how Jungkook looks at me, how take care of me, how he talks to me and everything was different from a person Who is supposed to acts as my fake boyfriend. In Jiminie's eyes, Jungkook isn't acting he is perfectly living as my boyfriend. I do like the idea of him being head over heels for me though I know it's not gonna happen.