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a big shoutout to sunkslowIy for this lovely cover! this is absolutely stunning!❤❤❤

this chapter is dedicated to you, Nika.

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You're the paradox in my life. The sight of you has my heart doubling over with joy -- but at the same time, my heart also aches at the thought of not having you anymore.

I tried to ignore you, yet all I thought about was you. I craved your attention desperately yet got terrified when I got all of it. I would be miserable in your absence, but I had grown to be equally tensed in your presence.

Your presence had me sober, yet at the same time -- I would be drunk by the curve of your lips, by the twinkle in your eyes, by the mirth in your smile, by the words that left your mouth.

You're the conflicted contradiction in my life -- that I wouldn't trade for anything in the world.

Weeks & weeks had passed with not even a single interaction between the two of us -- but that did that not stop the whirlwind of emotions in me.

I had words inside me regarding you -- poetry that paper couldn't handle.

Does it ever drive you crazy -- just how fast the night changes?

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