Bad Love

Accompany

Lisa pov

*ding dong*

i went towards my vacation door and looked through the peephole, just to see two bubbletea, snacks and my favorite MacDonald in a package. I wiped my tears away before opening the door to grabbed the food, when i was bending down that's when someone gripped onto my wrist. I looked up and drown into her dark brown eyes, the close proximity between her face and mine wasn't helping either. 

"jen?" i asked in confusion as to how she would find me.

 "i knew you would be here" she said giving me a gentle smile before entering the vacation house without an invitation. 

"why are you here jen, i want my alone time..." i said tiredly. 

 "i'm here to accompany you until you feel better, just for your information i brought extra clothes for both of us. So that means we can stay here together until you feel better" jennie said before sitting down.

 "jen... you dont have to do this, and i know im sorry for punching your girlfriend nayeon. she just keep pissing me off..." i said. 

"no i have to, because i wasn't there when you were feeling down and besides i never ever said nayeon was my girlfriend anyway" jennie said before flopping onto my sofa.

 "what do you mean by nayeon's not your girlfriend, she claim that you are her girlfriend and you didn't denied it..." i said curious but still hoping that jennie say to me that the only one she love is me. 

"soon to be girlfriend not now" jennie said casually. 

"oh.... you know what jen,  you should go...." i said because my heart is shattering now and i don't want her to see that so i turned my back against her. 

 "lili why? what's wrong" jennie said backhugging me.

 "just leave jen i want my alone time" i said trying to control my sob

. "did i do anything wrong?" jennie ask.

 "no you didn't ,just leave please" i said removing her grip but she tighten it more instead. "no lili just tell me what i did wrong!"jennie said still holding on to me.

 "its nothing its just that i think the shirt you brought won't fit and that you are just wasting my time, please leave while i tell you nicely or else when i lose my patient, you won't like it..." i said clenching my fist, my nails piercing through my skin while eyes shut tight trying to control myself not to break down in front of her, so i wouldn't look weak. 

"NO I WON'T LEAVE EVEN IF YOU TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG, I WANT TO BE HERE WITH YOU!" jennie said hugging me tighter.

 "GOD DAMN IT JENNIE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO STUBBORN!  DON'T YOU GET IT I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE HERE! YOU ARE ALREADY GOING TO BE WITH NAYEON, WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT TO BE HERE! YOU WANT TO BE HERE BECAUSE YOU LIKE TO SEE ME BREAKING DOWN IN FRONT OF YOU RIGHT???!!! YOU JUST FUCKING LOVE THE WAY I AM WEAK IN FRONT OF YOU RIGHT, CAN YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE AND FIND YOUR BELOVED NAYEON" I said turning towards her with my blood shot eyes with tears flowing down.

 "NO LISA I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER, YOU STRONG OR WEAK DOESN'T MATTER , WHAT MATTERS IS THE COMPANY!!!" jennie said crying too. 

"just go jen, leave. dont force me to pull you out" i said putting  my hands on my face.

 "even if you throw me out, i will stay outside of the apartment no matter what" jennie said stubbornly crossing her hands.

 "then you leave me with no choice i'm sorry jen" i said. 

"why are you saying sorr- ahhhhh LISA PUT ME DOWN!!!" jennie shouted hitting my back.

 I put her on the steps outside my apartment before closing the door.