Bad Love

Unnie?

lisa pov

after jennie told me she have no feeling for me, we didn't talk for the rest of the date. she and oppa kai fed each other, oppa kai looking at jen with eyes that are full of love. while me im here just wanting the date to end as soon as possible. i did not neglect tzuyu of course i talked to her, fed her and everything but my mind is just full of another girl. i dropped tzuyu off at her house and got out of the bike and walked tzuyu to her porch.

 "bye babe" i said giving her a peck on her lips. 

"bye i love you monkey" tzuyu said.

 "i love you too" i said before getting up on to my bike before driving off. I was waiting for the green light and was adjusting my leather jacket when i realize that tzuyu bag was still hanging around my neck. when the green light was back i did a turn, back to tzuyu house. when i reach tzuyu house my heart fell. tzuyu is kissing someone, not just anyone but my unnie sana.... 

"unnie?" i asked softly. 

"lisa? this isn't what it seems like..." sana unnie said.

 "then what is it? i asked softly still looking down. 

"when you started dating tzuyu, i already fall for her... i told her my feelings she said she have feelings for me too. So in happiness i kissed her but i know its wrong. "sana unnie said.

 "unnie i- if you know its wrong why did you still do it, is me losing jennie not bad enough you want me to lose tzuyu as well...." i said holding in my cries.

 "no- no im sorry lisa it wont happen again" sana unnie said. 

"no it will, tzuyu already said she have feelings for you already. "i said looking up with tears in my eye. 

"no i will stop myse-" sana unnie said.

 "enough unnie just ENOUGH, i hope you guys will last long... here tzuyu your bag.."

  i didn't wait for tzuyu to come and get it from me i just dropped it on the porch and got onto my bike and drove off. i pressed onto the bell, a few seconds later the door opened.

 "lisa? why are you crying" jennie said. i didn't answer i just went into her house i sat at the couch of her living room. Jennie sat beside me putting her hands on my shoulders.

 "hey what's wrong..." she asked.

 "fuck fuck fuck fuck jennie" i said before putting my face in my hands crying everything out. 

"hey lili its ok, im here just tell me slowly" jennie said. 

"nini why is it that my relationship with tzuyu can never work out..." i said looking at her. 

"maybe she was never meant for you..." jennie said softly.

 "what?" i asked.

 "nothing i'm just asking what you mean by your relationship with tzuyu never worked out?" jennie asked. 

"she cheated on me..." i said. 

"with who" jennie asked.

 "with my unnie... sana unnie god damn it.." i said before breaking down crying again. 

"hey don't cry lili... i'll forever be here with you, no matter where i am, one call from you i will be there immediately" jennie said.

 "don't lie to me jennie, you already have oppa kai... you love him and he love you alot too. i actually wanted to tell you how i feel that day but you and oppa kai have already dated so i gave up and gave all my love that i have for you to tzuyu..." i said crying while looking to jennie. 

"fuck you lisa" jennie said before diving in for a deep kiss.

 "fuck you lisa i always love you. my love have never ever stopped, your oppa was a distraction from you lisa. i want to forgot the love for you but everytime when me and kai do something romantic like kissing or holding hands it always remind me of your lips and hands, but i don't want you back i already said before i had enough. i don't want to be a toy to you lisa..." jennie said. 

"jennie you are really not a toy, i really have strong feeling for you..." i tried to explain.

 "don't have to explain lisa, here you could sleep in the guest room today" jennie said. 

i gripped onto her wrist pulling her down onto the couch before hovering onto of her. 

"lisa what are you doing, you're being too close.." jennie said. 

"really? i feel like i could be even closer to you?" i said.

 "stop playing lisa" jennie said. 

"i'm not playing nini, i really like you alot" i said truthfully. 

"i dont know how much you really love me... prove it to me then" jennie said. 

"hmm how much i really love you let me show you then? i said before carrying her bridal style to the bedroom before putting her down gently kissing her on the forehead. "This is how i want to go to sleep every night with you by my side, and i want to wake up with a beauty like you. i love you so much jennie" i said truthfully. 

"me too but we can't, i already have kai... you must understand" jennie said. 

"yah... only tonight tomorrow we will be how we use to be..." i said sadly. 

"thanks for understanding this lili" jennie said softly while putting her hands on my waist but i had already turn my body to the other side i can't handle this. After a few minutes i still can't sleep i must get this off my chest no matter what.

 "jen...are you asleep?" i asked softly but i got no response. "jen did you know what did i regret the most... choosing tzuyu over you but when i want you back its just too late.... now all i want to know is do we actually have a future together? do you still have feelings for me..." i said but i didn't get any response so i just sigh and fall asleep. 

i still have feelings for you lisa.... but we can't, if its in the past obviously we could have a future together but too bad you chose tzuyu over me... now that you want me its just way too late i already have kai i can't break his heart like that. he was there for me when you are not.... but is my relationship with kai really love or just gratefulness that he was there for me.... jennie though in her head before dozing to sleep.