Bad Love

Jealousy

Lisa pov
We are all at the western restuarant now, after jisoo said she wants to treat me chicken, jennie has been rather clingy to me. She feeds me food every time, eating her food while connecting her hands with me. Is this even considered as friends? Suddenly jisoo asked something that immediately made me go silent.

 "so lisa yah do you still have feelings for tzuyu? because you guys have been very quiet since just now? jisoo said.

 "errr...." i want to say something but my mouth just can't find the exact thing to say because in my heart i know that i still have a little bit of feelings for tzuyu. it was that day when we broke up.......

FLASHBACK

lisa on the phone

lisa💩💖: whatsup baby

tzuyu👽💕: hey lisa yah i need tell you something very important

lisa💩💖: sure what is it

tzuyu👽💕: i think we are not working out...

lisa💩💖: what do you mean tzuyu... are you wanting to break up with me? i know we are fighting alot this few days but we still manage to work all of it out right??? i need you tzuyu ah......

tzuyu👽💕: "im sorry lisa...i---i just dont feel like this is working out, maybe breaking up is a correct choice, i tried to find back my feelings for you but i just cant find it."

"Every time i try to find the similar feelings and memories it always end up as fighting. because its either you're busy gaming, or your busy flirting with other girls. you said let's keep our relationship as a secret because you dont want to spoil your reputation in school and i agreed but i though you will stop flirting with other girls because you have me and you dont want me to be hurt..... but i guess i was wrong, you didnt care and every time when i ask you why are you flirting with that girl. you just say i have to so that i can keep my badass reputation. it has always been hurting me lisa yah........"

lisa💩💖: "babe i never knew you would be this hur-"

tzuyu👽💕: "OBVIOUSLY YOU WOULD NOT KNOW BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER TRULY PUT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! IT WAS ALWAYS YOUR STATUS BEFORE YOUR LOVER... OR SHOULD I SAID IT WAS OBVIOUSLY YOUR STATUS FIRST AND YOUR GANG SECOND, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE Last, AND I HATE BEING THE LAST!!"

lisa💩💖: tzu please... i-- give me one more chance, i make sure i will be better towards you

tzuyu👽💕: no please lisa... enough is enough i dont want this anymore.... 

lisa💩💖: but i need you in my life tzuyu!!!

tzuyu👽💕: i will still be here but just not as a status of lovers, i"ll be in a status of friends... bye lisa yah, lets end our relationship here and just be friends.

lisa💩💖: wait i -

CALL ENDED 

lisa pov

LISA...LISA!!! jennie shouted while patting my shoulders.

 yes? i replied.

 "since when you dated tzuyu?? do you still like her?" jennie keep asking.

 "er its actually long time ago, i didn't really care about her feelings that time... that's why we broke up" i said while looking at tzuyu but all tzuyu did was look down and playing with her food. haiz i though in my head.

 After jennie saw me looking at tzuyu she took away her hands that was on my shoulders and remain quiet until she suddenly faced up and glared at tzuyu and asked 

"when was this tzu...".

 "a few years ago, we didn't want to tell you as we are scared that you will be dissapointed..." tzuyu replied shortly after. 

"but.... do you still like Lisa tzu??" jennie asked softly.

 "i-i---mayb----yes i still have feelings for her, im sorry jennie.... but i promise you that i wont go ba---" tzuyu said but was cut off by jennie soft voice. 

"enough is enough its ok, i'm ok  i just need an answer from lisa...  lisa do you still have feelings for tzuyu?"

 "jennie i--" 

"just answer yes or no lisa please..." jennie said. i can see that jennie is on a brick of crying and i faced jisoo and i can see that jisoo is looking at jennie with sympathetic eyes.

 "yes jennie yes.." i replied i though if i replied truthfully jennie will feel better but instead she stood up with tears in her eyes.

 "thank you for your honest reply, and i dont think i will be coming anymore to your house for tutor, i will ask ms eugenia to change it to tzuyu... tzuyu results are better than me anyway bye lisa yah i'll give you guys time to sort everything out and be girlfriends again...." jennie said and wanted to leave but i feel guilty to make jennie cry so i chased after her as she walked out the door.

 "jennie wait!"i shouted but she still kept walking. i ran faster and grabbed her by the hand and turn her around to face me, her tears are flowing from her eyes, her eyes and nose are red because of crying it hurts me to see her like that. 

"jennie why are you crying?" i asked while wiping away the tears that are falling from her eyes. 

"its nothing" jennie replied. 

"is it because you like tzuyu? is that why your sad about it??" i asked. 

"why do you care?" jennie said.

 "because i care about you jen jen i really do, i cant bear to see you being sad, it breaks my heart to see you cry like that.... i know that i only met you for 1 day, but me myself don't know why i care so much either" i said gently.

 "if you care about  me you wouldn't have done that lisa yah..." jennie said quietly. 

"what have i done nini??" i asked as i really dont know what i did wrong.

 "are you fucking dumb lisa, seriously you really dont know how i feel??!! its been a total of 4 years in this school and i have always like you but you never ever notice me... i have always like you lisa yah, always have and forever will, but i know we will never be together because of your status and my status. you are in the top league of the school and i will always be a nerd who always get bully by black spirit." jennie said.

 i was speechless i have never knew jennie liked me for so long and now im feeling so guilty towards her as i have never notice her until ms eugenia ask me to find her.

 "jennie i--" i try to answer but jennie stopped me. 

"just answer me this lisa, please be truthful dont lie to me ok?"jennie said

 "ok... nini" i answered. 

"have you ever had any feelings for me or you came here to protect me from black spirit so that you can get closer to tzuyu and be with her again?" jennie asked.

 "NO! I REALLY WANT TO PROTECT YOU JEN... I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU AND TZUYU WERE FRIENDS FROM THE START!!! YOU MUST REALLY TRUST ME ON THIS ONE JEN!!" I replied immediately. 

"okay... but have you ever have feelings for me lisa" jennie asked again. 

"i---i dont-know jennie, as we have only met for 1 day...." i replied.

 " i ask you again lisa.. have you ever have feelings for me lisa yah??" jennie ask.

 "i-- really dont know jen--" i replied. 

"its a yes or no answer lisa" jennie said. 

".... sorry jen no.... i dont think i have feelings for you i still like tzuyu"i replied. 

"ok last long lisa go get your girl then" jennie replied before running off.

"JEN WAIT!"

 "fuck my life i hurt her..." i though in my head.