His Name isn't His Story (Jaspar/Zalfie FT. Phan and Youtubers) MPREG

Chapter 5.

Caspar's Point of View.

"Dan, I j-just don't know what happened. W-We broke up and she threw me into the pond. M-My first instinct was to go Joe." I whisper into my phone, hearing Dan sigh. "Casp, you need to tell Zoe what's going on, or at least Joe! You can't keep your feelings bottled up." Dan says, I hear a giggle, must be Phil. "I-I'm just scared. M-My mum is dying, I haven't heard from Joesph, his best friend Molly hates me probably, Zoe is disappointed in me, Gabi hates me, and my dad hates me. I can't do anything right." I say, tears welling in my eyes. "Casp, don't blame any of this on yourself, but I got to go. Go to Zoe, you need to talk to someone." Dan says, I whisper a "bye" and hang up. I groan, throwing myself onto my bed. Soon, I hear my phone ring making me groan loudly. "Who could possibly want to talk!" I scream, grabbing it to see it's the hospital. 

"Hello?" I answer, I hear the background noise of the busy hospital. "Hello, is this Mr. Lee? I'm calling for a Joesph Sugg." She tells me, her voice a little too cheery. "He's doesn't live me anymore." I say, confused. "No, I'm calling too tell you her was admitted in the hospital at ten this morning. When he awoke, I asked who he wanted me to call." She explains, I feel my heart sink, my best friend is in the hospital? "O-Okay thank you." I whisper in a broken way. "Thank you for your time, Mr.Lee." She says, and hangs up. I jolt up, grabbing my boots, putting them on, grabbing my wallet,phone and keys running out the door to my car. 

Once I get in my car, I drive to the hospital, worry flooding through me. "Please be okay. Please be fucking okay." I whisper, stopping at a red light. I bite my lip, inching closer, and drive away from the light when it turns green. After twenty minutes, I'm at the hospital running in, going to the front  desk. "Hello. I'm Ms.Lonia, how can I help you?" The nurse with purple hair looks up. Her eyes are a dark blue eyes, thin lips, a button nose, and nice cheekbones. "Joe Sugg?" I whisper, she nods, typing it into the computer. "Fourth floor, room 235." She tells me, smiling gently. I smile back and go to the elevator after saying thank you. I step into the elevator, hitting the fourth floor. After I'm on the fourth floor, I go to his room, to see Daddy Sugg, Zoe, Alfie and Molly in there. I slowly enter, nervously, Zoe looking at me. "Oh Hey Casp." She says and hugs me after standing up.

I hug back, looking at Joe who is asleep. "What happened?" I whisper to Zoe, she sighs. "They don't know yet, but they say it might be serious." She tells me, tears welling up in her eyes then goes to Alfie. I sigh, sitting on the floor next to Zoe, placing my hand on her knee. "Have we heard anything about him, yet?" I ask, them, Daddy Sugg shakes his head. "Not yet. Molly said they took him for tests but no results yet." He whispers, tears brimming in his eyes, I sigh looking at Joe's facial features.

Three hours later, Joe's awake, Molly had to go to Zoe's flat to feed her Guinea Pigs and Nala, Zoe is asleep in Alfie's arms, and Daddy Sugg went home. So Joe and I are still waiting for results. "Joe, I'm so sorry." I whisper, taking his hand. "It's okay, Casp, none of this is your fault I promise." He says to me in a raspy voice

, looking at me. I sigh, shaking my head. After twenty minutes, we're sitting just chatting about the little things, like new movies, new foods, new drinks, and new TV shows, also what's gotten canceled. "Can you believe they canceled Red Band Society? I'm so pissed about that.." Joe mumbles, yawning. I nod, biting my lip. "I agree, like what happened to Emma! Her dads finds her like that but then they cancel it!? That's not fucking cool." I grumble out, crossing my arms playfully.

He chuckles, giving me a longing look but I ignore it. "I see you got your cast off too." I point out, he looks down at his arm, nodding. "They must've done it before the testings." He says, rubbing his cast free arm, smiling. "It feels amazing, having it off." He tells me, smiling wider. "I bet." I say, chuckling. Soon enough Dan and Phil come in, worried. "Joe, are you okay?" Dan asks, sitting on Phil's lap. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just no test results yet." He tell them sighing, just as he says that, the doctor comes in with the nurse. "Joe Sugg, we have your test results." The doctors tells Joesph. I grip his hand, his squeezing mine. "You have cancer but if we do immediate surgery, we can probably stop it from growing." The doctors explains, sighing. Joe has tears falling down his cheeks, Dan and Phil are flabbergasted. "C-Cancer?" Joe stammers out. "Yes. I'm sorry, son. But like I said if we do surgery right now, we can stop it from growing." The doctor says again.

"I wanna do it." He says, nodding. Dan and I look at him, worried. "Are you sure, Joe?" I ask him, he nods. "I don't want to die from Cancer. I want to die, with people knowing my name isn't my story." He tells me, and the doctors nods. "Ms. Connser, please go book OR four, for surgery." He says, the nurse nods and goes to do his order. 

An hour later, Joe is in surgery, Zoe is sobbing into Alfie arms, Daddy Sugg is back, with Molly both glaring at me. "Why didn't you try and talk him out of it!" Molly screams at me, anger flashing through her eyes. "I'm sorry! It was his choice! He specifically said he didn't want to die from cancer, he wanted to die with people knowing His Name isn't His Story!" I scream back at her, glaring at her. She grunts, crossing her arms looking away from me. Did I make the wrong choice on, not trying to change his  mind?

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A.N

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