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Song- Pinwheel by Seventeen(세븐틴)
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"Reminiscent"

Nayeon's POV

I was peeking through the big glass window, watching the skies turning into pastel orange and light pink. My lips formed into a smile as I reminisce those times when I'm with my parents, those days with full of smiles and happiness. But it's partly impossible to save those memories back again, it's impossible for me to experience those things again.

A tear escaped from my eyes as I leaned onto the wall, closing my eyes and letting the sweat from my eyes travelled through my checks strenuously.

It deeply hurts when you close your eyes with a smile, then waking up with nothingness. You're sleeping with those good memories, but you'll find out the other day that the people making you happy was now gone and will never be coming back.



"Why were you crying?" I was startled that I abruptly opened my eyes after hearing his deep voice. I look at him directly who's leaning onto the door with his hands on his pocket.

I directly wiped the tears off as I stood straight to face him.



"I-I'm sorry, I didn't notice you t-there," I stammered without even moving away from my place. I'm too afraid shifting positions when his eyes were watching me. His gazes were so intimidating.




My heart beats rapidly when he suddenly stepped towards my direction, making his loud steps echoes the whole room.

"So why were you crying? Are you missing how outside feels like?" He sternly said, I just lowered down my head. I can sense that he's now close to me, that's why I can't bare to look at him straight into the eyes.

Why is he being so cold right now? I mean-- nevermind. I'm still his hostage nonetheless. I can't even look at him, so I positioned my gaze on my feet.



"I just m-miss my parents." I muttered slowly while biting my lower lip to stop those tears from falling again and again.



I was caught off guard when I felt his presence just inches away from me. My system were feeling so nervous and rushing into an unknown feeling. I can even smell that manly scent of his that would extravagantly cause for myself to drown over. A deep trench that I am unaware of.




"Look up to me," he simply mumbled, and for I felt so nervous, I slowly looked up to him, interlocking his gazes with mine.

"Where are they?" He asked that made my lips parted in confusion. I'm not confused about his question, I'm confused for why he's asking me this kind of question.




Nevertheless, I moved my lips to enable the words in coming out from my mouth.

"They're gone."

I said as I look back into his eyes. We just stared at each other for the mean time, no one's talking, nothing's breaking the silence, not until he stepped and leaned on the wall beside me.

I looked at him, his eyes were closed with the saddened look visible into his features. Is something wrong with him? I bet yes.




"That's how the world goes. For whoever you want to stay with you, they'll leave. You're longing for them, but it's impossible to turn back those moments when they're still here with you." He mumbled that made me surprised.




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