Hazardous Love ||TwiceTeen FF

T W E N T Y S E V E N

Song- Trauma by Seventeen (세븐틴)
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“Confused and Comfortable”

Seungcheol's POV

I'm confused. Barely thinking of the fact of love. Am I inlove for the second time? Am I prepared for another set of pain?

I moved away from her as I can feel the rapid beating of my heart. I sat on the edge of the bed, ruffling my own hair as I looked up at the ceiling.

God, what am I doing? I can't just go and hover on top of her. It's an awful act, I know. But I can't control myself when she's around me. My jaw clenched, I'm trying to think of any possible ways to avoid and let this feeling go away.

First of all, I can't just tell her to move away and go back to where she was in the first place. God knows how worried I was when I saw her quivering in front of that bitch of a step sister of her. Tsk, sometimes I can't get what I'm trying to imply.

The first thing I planned was to kidnap her and push her to reveal her relationship with Jihoon. I came over to her with a thunderous and fearsome aura. But that gradually changed when I saw how she resembles her a lot. It slowly changed when she saw the emotions I wanna hide inside. Then at the ball, I was wandering how I became overprotective with her just as how as I was before with Rena.

"Are you okay?" I came back to sanity when she broke the deafening silence. I continued staring at the ceiling though I can see her sitting beside me within my peripheral vision.

"I'm fine..."

Though I'm not. I'm over pressure with the things happening in underworld. One of my dongsaeng in the villain's hold and for how they are quite of a clever foe. And this thing also.

This thing they called as romantic feelings.

It wasn't new to me at all. I already fell inlove with someone. I already experience how love felt. But this time, it was sort of a different instances.

"No, you're not." She said, which made me look at her. I know that she can read me well though we just encounter in a short period of time. We interlocked gazes. She smiled and it is so pure. Her bunny teeth surely resemble her as someone. "About earlier... What was that for?"

She quickly looked away with her ears flashing red. And I find it cute. I chuckled a bit.

"Just don't mind it," I smiled as I then pinch her reddish cheeks. She pouted cutely and fuck, I can't take the urge to kiss her.

"Do I really look like her?" She suddenly asked. My expression saddened upon hearing what she said.

I wanna answer her — Yes, you really look like her. And your face cause me to miss her more and adores you more.

I just smiled, not even bothering to answer her questions though her eyes were pleading for my answer. My smile instantly widened, with my heart still beating improperly. She was clasping both of her hands. And damn, she's way too admirable.

Is it right falling for her when I promised Rena that no one can replace her in my heart? It's so wrong for heaven's sake.

I admire her, but in my mind it's still occupied by Rena. But my freaking heart was beating the other way arou—Ugh! Everything is so wrong. What I feel is so wrong though technically, all of my life killing was my specialty and it's a bad demeanor.

"I guess, she's much more beautiful than I am." Her face saddened upon those words. She looked down while fidgeting with her fingers.