One Shot Stories ( A collection)

Patawad

The soothing cold brisk of night lent my skin an extra feeling of calmness. It was terrible, I felt the heavy heart of mine and gasped a breath down to my lungs. Naramdaman ko ang pag'vibrate ng cellphone ko, iginawi ang kanang kamay na nanlalamig habang hawak ko naman sa kaliwang kamay ang beer na binili ko sa 7/11 bago nagpunta dito sa rooftop.

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I click it and saw a video. Kakapost lamang nito ngayon, agad ko itong pinatugtog at muling bumalik sa pagmumuni-muni.

Patawad
by:Moira Dela Torre

Paano nalimutan ang lahat
Na kahit konti, walang pasabi
Paano nalimutang banggitin
Na nagbago pala ang pagtingin~~~

"Ano ba?! Sinabi ko na nga sayo diba? Di na kita mahal! Please lumayo ka na Kesha!" I shouted in chaos. Ang boses kong ipinukol ay punong puno ng hinanakit, hindi ko to kagustuhan.

"Paul, s-sabihin mo naman oh. B-bakit?"
her trembling voice were so innocent. Shit. I love her so much, I want to hug her. She's worth of everything and she don't deserve to cry like this. This unexplained, out-of-the-blue grounds keep on killing me.

Ooh~~
Ooh~~

Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan
Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan
At sa huling paalam naintindihan
Na sa ating dalawa
May ibang nakalaan~~~

"P-paul I love you so muchhhh! I won't give up. J-just, just please give me a reason to leave you. I can't just leave you without any valid reason for us to be like this." She whispers softly and cried. I know for the first place that it'll be hurt this much. That night spiraled like a poem into a sad song that remained tuning its loneliness.

Paanong burahin ang sandaling
Naiguhit sa panaginip
At kung sa pag gising ikaw pa rin
Ang nasa isip, hindi maitanggi~~~

Iniwan ko syang umiiyak sa gabing ang tanging mga kuliglig ang nakasaksi. Step by step, the skies directly above us remained black and also crying in its clarity of worse sadness. Habang papalayo'y para akong hinuhulugan ng sandamakmak na patalim. Naririnig ko ang kanyang paghikbi, am I this stupid to leave a very wonderful girl who eventually my real happiness? I regret stepping my feet along with my broken heart to leave my girl, my precious girl. 

Ooh~~ Ooh~~

Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan
Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan
At sa huling paalam naintindihan
Na sa ating dalawa
May ibang nakalaan~~~

Patawad
Paalam
Patawad paalam~~

Patawad kung ikaw ay aking nasaktan
Hindi ko nabigay ang iyong kailangan
At ang huling pangakong maibibigay
Na sa ating dalawa
Ay wala nang sisihan
Patawad paalam
Sating nakaraan~~~

I drifted back to my nonsense life. Marahas kong pinunasan ang aking pisnging patuloy na inaagusan ng luha. Habang inaalala ko lahat ng iyon ay lalo akong nangungulila sa kanyang mga ngiti. I am so inlove with her. Now I know how it began. This will be my untold darkest corner as how much I love my brightest star, Kesha. We maybe apart yet i'm still unto you, Patawad.