Broken // MarkBam

two // feelings

It has been two weeks since then, and Yugyeom hangs out with us now. He's welcome, of course, but I'm way closer to him than anyone else, and I don't think Mark likes it.

BamBam looked at Mark, who was sitting next to him at Bam's dining table, writing some report for class. They were sitting close enough that their knees touched whenever either moved, but Bam didn't notice with all the things going on in his mind.

We've been together for over a year now, and even though we have our disagreements, breaking up has never crossed my mind. We love each other. Right?

"What?" Mark asked suddenly, jolting him out of his thoughts.

"Hm?"

"You're looking at me,"

"Oh... well, you're distracting," he replied, smirking.

Mark smiled at him and leaned closer, kissing him quickly before closing his books. "I have to get back now,"

"Okay," BamBam replied, watching him get up and put his books in his bag.

"I love you," he said, opening the door.

"Love you too" Bam replied as the door closed behind Mark, leaving him in silence.

Love you too.

BamBam's phone vibrated as he received a message, and his hand hesitated a bit, hovering over it, knowing who the message was from. Sighing, he picked it up and bit his lip, clicking on the message.

Yugyeom: I'm bored

Yugyeom: what r u doing?

It was so simple, yet it made Bam feel so many different feelings, feelings he feared the meaning of. Feelings he wasn't sure he was supposed to feel.

Bam: talking to you

His stomach did a little flip as he clicked send. He wished it would stop.

Why did this have to happen?

***

"Hey,"

BamBam was done with his classes for the day was walking towards the exit by himself. Mark had one more class, but Bam had some work to finish so he'd decided to go. He turned to see Yugyeom, and his stomach did another little flip. He scolded himself.

"Oh, hi," he replied, as Yugyeom walked with him down the front steps. "You're done too? Where's Jinyoung?"

"He said he wanted to wait for Mark to finish,"

"Really? That's like over an hour,"

"Yeah, but he said he'd do some work while waiting. Honestly, I think Jinyoung li—" he began, but stopped.

"Jinyoung what?"

Yugyeom cleared his throat. "Nevermind,"

BamBam, confused, was about to ask again, but Yugyeom stopped him, wrapping his hand around Bam's arm and pulling him a bit. "Do you want to hang out today?"

Yugyeom's hand was still on Bam's arm and that was apparently the only thing his brain could focus on. "Yeah, hang, sure,"

"Your place?"

"Uh-huh,"

"Okay, I'll ride with you," he replied, letting go of his arm.

BamBam tried to control his goddamn emotions.

What is wrong with me?

***

They entered Bam's apartment and Yugyeom sat on the couch.