𝔹𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝔻𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞《𝕞𝕪𝕘 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣》✔

17. "It's my party and I'll cry if I want to"

Y/N's POV

Yoongi and Yuri were cuddling up on the couch like two peas in a pod. I hated it. Hatred raised inside of me even more than before. It might've been the 12 pack of beers that I drank, or the fact that Yuri would smugly glance at me and nuzzle deeper into Yoongi's neck. You do not even know how badly I want to punch this bitch in the face right about now. I shoot daggers at her with my eyes as Tae wraps his arm around me.

Tae drank a lot by this time too. He wasn't as drunk as I am though. Kat and Hobi were nowhere to be found. They for sure were fucking in the other room. I don't know why it's bothering me. I feel so single but I'm not. I have Tae but something still feels empty. Something still feels wrong. Even though I really like Tae, I feel lonely around him.

"Yah, why don't we play a game?" Nova says while cleaning up the empty beer cans. Tonight, she's the responsible one...

"OOO YESSSS!" Kat squealed as she ran from her room to the living room... Hobi following alone behind her

"Yah, what were you two-"

"Let's play truth or dare!" She cut me off

"What are we, high schoolers?" Yoongi scoffed

"C'mon~ It'll be fun!" Kat whined

"Yeah Yoongles! Let's play!" Yuri squealed.

"Yoongles," I mumbled under my breath, "fucking disgusting..."

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We all sat in a circle on the rug in our living room. I was sitting opposite of Yoongi. He seemed so far away. Physically and mentally... All night we barely spoke. He's not the Yoongi I've known for 16 years.

"Hobi, truth of dare?" Jungkook asked

"Hmmm... DARE!" He smiled brightly

"I dare you to kiss Kat," He said

"Don't mind if I-" Kat had already smashed her lips against his. She's so drunk...

"OooOOOo!" We all said as we watched the two make out in front of us,

"Alright, alright, that's enough," Jungkook says and they break their kiss while panting like dogs.

"You're turn Hobi,"

"Mmm... Yoongi!" Yoongi rolled his eyes at the sound of his name, "Truth or dare?"

"Truth," He said crossing his arms

"Waa, boring!" Hobi stuck his tongue out, "Ok well... Who was your first kiss?"

Everyone "oo"ed at that question and Yuri blushed. Everyone thinks it was Yuri since she's Yoongi's first girlfriend. They're wrong.

"P-pass..." Yoongi looked away out of embarrassment

"No passes! I wanna know this one!" Kat said and we all waited for his response. I held my breath.

Yoongi and I only know who his first kiss was. We never told anyone else because we were so young we didn't think it was a big deal. As we got older and remained good friends, we didn't bring it up. But, we both knew what happened that day. It's like... something unsaid

I waited for his response. Please Yoongi, lie and say Yuri. It's just a dumb game. No one can tell if you're telling the truth. Please don't say my name...