𝔹𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝔻𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞《𝕞𝕪𝕘 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣》✔

18. Truth

(A/n when you see this symbol, play song ♬)

Y/N's POV

I saw his face.

"Yoongi," I couldn't believe what I saw. It was him. He's the boy in my dreams. Why him?

"Y/n, I... You should go," He sat down by the river

"Yoongi I'm not leaving you. It's cold and it's raining! Plus, this is our sanctuary spot," I sat next to him. The rain poured even more. I looked over at Yoongi and he closed his eyes as the rain fell on his face. I couldn't tell if he was crying or if it's just rain drops.

"You'll get sick. Please just leave..." He stubbornly said

"Do you want me to leave for other reasons? Did I upset you?" I asked him more questions but he didn't respond

"Yoongi, tell me what's wrong," He keeps his eyes closed and he lets out a sigh

"We broke up," He opened his eyes and looked back at me to see my reaction

"I'm sorry... I-I didn't mean to be the one who ruined your relationship I-"

"It's not your fault it's mine," His gaze turned away from me and more rain droplets splashed on his face, "Are you still with Tae?"

"Yes. I think... I don't know," I say honestly

"Do you love him?" He faced me again, his face inches away from mine. His dark cat like eyes stared deep into mine, searching for an answer. I stayed silent for a while not knowing what to say.

"I-I don't know..." I looked down in shame, "But I want to still be with him. I want to love him it's just-"

♬♬play song♬♬

"Break up." He stared even deeper into my eyes

"W-what? Why?" I furrowed my eyebrows

"B-because... I... I just don't like him. He's not good for you,"

I'm getting tired of him telling everyone isn't good for me. Even though I'm trying to comfort him I can't help but get pissed off at him for saying that for the 100th time.

"I don't understand you Yoongi," I stand up, "So everyone's not good for me? So I can't live a fucking life? I can't have a relationship? I'm trying to support you but you saying shit like that bothers me so much. Yoongi all of my life I've been protected by you. I knew it's because you cared about me but it's just been too much. You have to let me live. You have to let me go,"

He sat silently on the ground. Then he stood up and looked at me with no expression on his face.

"Yoongi. Tell me why you hold me back so much. Is it because of your parents? Is it because of my parents? Trama? What is it?! Just fucking tell me and I can help you! Please Yoongi I just want to-"

Suddenly his lips crashed onto mine. I was shocked and my hands hovered over his body which was pressed against mine. He held the back of my neck and my waist softly and comfortably. His lips were just as soft as the last time we kissed in this same spot. I stared at him in disbelief. Yet, I felt myself slipping into his kiss. My hands relaxed and were placed on his shoulders. My eyes closed and all I could feel were his lips and the butterflies in my stomach.

For the first time since my parents have died, I felt safe.