Let The Time Decide

I want to know her too..

Finally I decided to write in Krist POV.. because I miss him.. and I don't want to think from P'Sing side anymore....

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Krist POV

Finally, I got to see that mysterious girl of P'Sing... I mean in photo.. not in person... P'Sing posted a photo today on IG which included her .... Thanking her for the violin sessions.... They even exchanged comments...
Huh??.. He even tagged her in photo.. So, they have added each other already... ??

Seems like P'Sing also needed to borrow her violin for the shooting.. Maybe because he became accustomed only with her violin after practicing with that...
I was deciphering alone by using comments they exchanged and my understanding on P'Sing...

Ok ok.. back to the girl... I think I had seen her in the crowds for some times... I can remember a lot of faces , a lot of my Yuyu, if they come and meet me a few times... So that her face was not a total stranger to me but I didn't remember her really approaching me or trying to get my attention... Maybe she is a shy one...

After I couldn't think anymore about her from my mere memory, I clicked her account from P'Sing post with full of curiosities...
But I decided to check my inbox first with her name.. There might be some messages in my IG direct message inbox.... Right??

Surprise would be understatement..
Of course there were messages...

A lot of them... backdated to nearly 4 years...
But the amount was not the reason for my surprise...
She sent messages like a real diary entry... I could even just check with her messages to review my whole career... (not a sarcasm.. really that much details were involved in her messages...)
There was no short and spamming messages like " I love you or I miss you..." or any emoji...

Every messages were more or less long and really like a diary entry...
Some were --
-Encouraging me when I was tired or stressful, before big events or series premier date...

-Congratulating me when I received big rewards or titles, released my single songs or photo books or any important works..

-Reminding me to eat and sleep well in some days in which I obviously being awakened in odd hours.. (I tended to tweet at midnight hours if I was not asleep.. )

-Wishing me get well soon when I was sick...

-Consoling me when the scandals or rumors got too strong...

-A single extra long message was about thanking me for my existence..
explaining How and Why I should carry on being myself alone and How that could help her....

That was deep... Really.... Really
(I could even feel her love toward me.., I could feel the warmth in her messages...)

She could write really well...
I knew I was easy to feel touched..
But this was not something I could avoid being emotional...
I couldn't really read through all messages in details but I scanned them roughly and read some of them which caught my attention...

She didn't send me messages everyday or every other days... She just sent them when I would need to feel my Yuyu existence....
She didn't send any photos or any facts about her... She didn't seek any kind of attentions at all from me...

Normally I couldn't really read the messages in my inbox, the notification for the inbox was already of for a long time now....

This was totally out of my curiosity for her being too closed to P'Sing recently... If not, I would never found out her messages too....

Mentally noted myself to try and read some messages if I could find time in the future...

The time for the meeting came quickly and I left everything about her together with my mobile in Mae's hand... The meeting for character introduction and getting to know the whole crew for the drama started not long after I got there....

That would be fun for sure.... A comedy series shooting will always be my favourite shooting set because of the light mood during the whole shooting...
I will not get scolded for fooling around too.. (that will be the bonus...)

After about a week ,
I met with P'Sing in a commercial shooting...
Guess what?? He asked me a favour , a simple one indeed... also an easy one too...

But I couldn't hide my surprise.. Because he was not someone who would ask such thing.. Maybe I will ask or do something like that... But not him...
He was that much strict and considerate one...

He would never reply or interact with any of his fan in any social media because he wouldn't want to make sad to those who he couldn't reply....

He asked me to read my inbox from her!!!
Which was something I already done u know, right??

He said " Can you just read , at least the last one.... you don't need to reply or showed in any way that you read too.. IG messages were not showed as Seen even if u read them.. right??"

" Yes.. of course I can.. But can I know why???.." I asked with wide eyes...

P'Sing seems uncomfortable and I decided not to push further and agreed...
"P.. what you ask is really nothing.. We can even read together now.. not a big deal..."

He shaked his head softly and explained with his normal calm manner...
"No.. That was the only favour she asked after helping me with my sessions and borrowing me her violin for the whole shooting... I tried to ask many times to repay her help but she refused everytimes... After pushing her many times, she talked out this wish of her... But I didn't agree , I just told her that I will ask you first....
So, if you don't want.. it is still okay..."

" Honestly, P... , you are the one who should read them because I already did and those were like a good story you would always love to read...."

I just gave him my mobile with opened IG inbox.... and walked out to talk with studio for my recording schedule in coming week....(with Mae's mobile because the studio called her in the first place...)

I didn't think much about P'Sing would notice or not ? (why I checked her inbox in the first place ) I couldn't care much..
Yes.. I want to know her more now... Why Phi had to care about her that much??

The favour was too simple but yet could meddle my peace of mind..
Because Phi obviously cared , why must he ???

Is that Jealousy?? No.. I am not P'Arthit , why would I???
But I surely didn't like this abnormal attention he gave out now which he never did during these years....

"Is he really interested in her??"
though myself and that thought freaked me out...

But "Should I ask him?? No.. he said he will tell me first if he found out his interest... Yes.. I will just wait..."

That could really nothing...
Okay Kit.. Focus !! Focus!!!
Let wrap up this commercial first...

We could talk later...