Let The Time Decide

Two birds with a stone

Krist got tired these days...
They were planning a big event coming along in next two months..
A whole crew of Sotus gang will involve in it too..

(Sotus The Union 4ever More was announced yesterday.... I am too excited now... so, why not included this.... 😀😀)

As there were a lot of people involved , a lot of things needed to be sorted out.. Meetings were more frequent and obviously became longer in duration.... That would be a reunion, so.. we could not effort to cause any mistakes.. Sotus was a pure treasure both for us, actors and the fans...
Even choosing the performances and layouts got me headaches....

Apart from the work there was another thing that made me concerned.... It was P'Sing eating..
I couldn't fail to notice him avoiding most of the prepared meal for the team, settled with just some coffee and breads or salad.... To say it simply , he didn't take a full meal for 2 days now.... " What he think he was doing?? He obviously didn't need to lose weight.. Then what??.. " questioned myself...

After I couldn't think myself , I asked him directly.. I was not the one to think too much while I could just ask him... " What is happening with your meals , phi?? Are you by any chance on diet?? For what ugh??" I asked while sitting beside him with my own meal in my hand... I was intending to eat together with him...

P'Sing was reading a book while I sat down next to him... He put in the bookmark and closed the book, turning to give me attention...
"Umm.. I just can't risk to get upset stomach with this tigh schedule , I will hate myself to hinder the practice in anyway.. Everyone needed to wait for me during my study.. I will not let that happen again now for my health..."

I really coudn't understand what he mean, I just said " What can't you really eat?? You are just fine with the shooting meals before right??.."

P'Sing let out a small sigh and
" Yes.. There was a list of food I shouldn't eat but still fine to choose from the prepared meals before.. I got upset stomach now and then but I just ignored them before as I was used to them...
But now I don't want to drag down others for my health... So, to be safe than sorry.. I take my meals with extreme precautions... "

He stopped for a moment and seemed like pondering for a while then,

"what I can't really eat ?? to answer this, Main problem was various spices and soy sauce I think, as u knew our food were ordered from catering service , what kind of spice and soy sauce they used, I couldn't really know , right?? And again, you know I am already picky with my food choice in the first place... "

"And you can't cook , of course home cook meal is out of question... , how about take out meals from your usual restaurant " I asked again....

He checked the surroundings and slightly lowered his tone " That would caught attention... I don't want to make the staffs to worry about me and gave them extra work just for my meal.. I let them know only as I am eating healthy.... I told this only to you.. keep it down.. I don't want to worry others...."

I was shocked, I knew he was a considerate one but... This was too much.. "At least, P'Jane can buy for you.. right??.. "

He seemed to realize I would not let him go easily from this and explained further...
" Of course he can and he will if I asked.., But I couldn't explain everyone like now.. How would the staffs who prepared the meals feel if P'Jane brought me every meals.. ?? I am fine Kit.. Really... I will just eat healthy for a while... It is fine.. Totally... Okay??..."

I nodded and started to eat my rice box with chicken basil... I was stayed silent for the whole meal because I was thinking the whole time how to make him have real meals... He couldn't surive the upcoming training days with such eating-healty meals of him... That was for sure... His body was already weak and who would not know about him being ill frequently....

I was staying quiet for the whole meal and got my sense back because, He touched my hand lightly and called softly
"Kit..Hey.. We should get going.. Everyone were already gathering there.. " pointed to the meeting place..

I nodded and got up but before leaving the table , I looked directly into his eyes and said firmly , almost like a statement " Then, I will cook for you..." After that I gave him my back and left for the place everyone were gathering. I knew clearly he didn't want others to notice about this so, I chose not to stay alone the rest of the day... So that he couldn't protest further....

He was giving me the look that held many meanings that day but I just stayed oblivious the whole time.. I knew exactly how to handle with his stubbornness..

At night, P'Sing even sent a text
"Kit.. where are you??..."

But I replied with different answer
" No.. You can not-thank me but I won't take any refusal or reasons... I knew everything u don't like to eat.. so rest assured... And Good night.. see you the other day.. "

Then " Okay... GN" came in as reply

I smiled and felt a joyful sensation in my chest..Tomorrow had no work.. I could sleep in and just needed to go out and see his dietician in the evening....

Of course, I was not bragging about cooking his meal.. I already asked phone number from P'Jane and booked for the appointment.. I would not make him suffer from my insufficient knowledge...

And this was absolutely not related with my curiosity about that girl...
No... Everything was about his health.. I just wanted him to have a good meal.. of course that was cooked by me...
I lost in my dreams with a smile on my face and a heart filled with pleasure from the thought ,having to cook for him..
(still a thought but felt so really already..)

I didn't know why but I was too happy to be the one who knew more about him than any other persons....
I loved to be the one special for him..

Then a peaceful sleep slipped in...