Let The Time Decide

Chapter 17

"P'Sing , you came??"

I walked pass him toward the wardrobe to grab a shirt and a boxer...
He did neither turn to look at me nor said a word... So, after I got dressed , again I walked back to him and stared into his eyes then..

"What are you doing here really.., Don't you need to sleep early for tomorrow... ?? "

We stared each others for about 10 seconds..  I was starting to feel frustrated because I couldn't decipher his eyes... He sighed and moved his eye lower to his laps....
Then he started to talk....

" Okay... I'm sorry Kit.. I know that you were upset since that day... I can't do this.. umm... I mean tomorrow .. I can't ... not while I know you are upset.... "

I didn't know what should I feel right now... reconciled with him like a little puppy or pretend that I didn't sulk at all in the first place.... Because I didn't expect him to be here at all.... I knew after the Show or maybe even at the start of the Show, I would forget my sulking completely then hug him before the Show and cry like a baby at the end of the Show .....

I was happy but still I spoke out what was bothering in my mind
" You know ??? What do you really know P'Sing?? If you knew from the start then why you waited for too long... or Do you really think I would mess up the Show tomorrow because of sulking??
So that you have to come tonight ?? "

I didn't know why I was angry now... Even from the start I was not that much angry because I knew he was just being considerate for me....
So, I didn't really act unreasonable.. I tried to be normal during the whole practicing...  and I didn't even think he would notice about my sulking....

Now the thought about he was coming here tonight and said he knew from the start but came only now for the sake of tomorrow Show ???
Again , he was silent...  Didn't even bother to reject my accusations...

I was furious and snapped at him...

"What do you really worry about. ?? Huh...?? Aren't I professional enough ?? What's make you think I would do something stupid to drag the whole team down because of my personal feeling ??? I won't and I never will... So rest assure and go home... "

I didn't want to look at him anymore because I was furious and I didn't want the problem between us to become bigger...  So, I turned to face the wall and gave him my back...

Then I felt a warmth at my forearm.. The warmth was from his palm which was too familiar to me...  I hated that I calmed down when he grabbed me like that...  just 5 seconds passed and I didn't want to admit but now I became ready to think straight....

But he spoke out first this time...

" No.. Kit.. Not about you.. It is me.. I don't think I can concentrate well while I know you are upset at me... I didn't come early because I know you would not like to admit you were sulked with that little thing...
Also..... I believe that as always you will perform well tomorrow..  But I don't like the way between us...  I don't think I can even sleep peacefully tonight if I don't come here... "

He tried to turn me around to face him directly then continued...

"So, I am sorry for yelling at you that day and also for leaving you to feel upset for too long...  Are we okay now ??

My stomach answered with a loud noise before I could say anything...
I hadn't eaten dinner yet but why now??? I mentally rolled my eyes to my stomach.....

Both of us chuckled... With that small laughters and all the tension between us was lifted...

Then P'Sing said with an amused tone
" I bought your favourite chicken...
yes yes... including the new flavour chicken nugget... But... Don't eat too much beacause it is already late now... "

I grabbed his hand and walked toward the door while saying..
" Then what are we waiting for..  Let go and eat...  You haven't eaten yet..  right?? You got here even before I finished my shower...  So.... "

P'Sing pulled me to stop
" Wait wait... But the chicken is not free... "

I was become impatient...
" Aioooo... What now ??  What do you want then...?? "
I was thinking in my mind , what would he ask from me this time...

Arghh.... He answered with only a gesture... He opened his arms and smiled...

He was asking a hug... a freaking hug... !!! I couldn't stop my blood rushing up to my face.. I was thankful to my bedroom's dimmed light... 

But I gave in and went straight into his arms..  Hugging him while closing my eyes and breathing in deeply... I liked the fact that we have same height.... So that I could rest my head comfortably on his shoulder in such time like this....
As usual his scent was soothing... He didn't even shower or change the clothes from practice but I like his body scent , slightly mixed his usual perfume and sweat smell.... I realized that I was missing this....

He patted me on my back and said
"Okay.. We are good now...Let go and eat together .. I am also hungry.."

I was happy and contented at that moment... Having him was one of the best things in my life ... So I told him what I felt...
"Thank you for everything... "

We had dinner together .. I mean the chicken he brought .... He went back home shortly after that.. I said
" Good Night .." to him and went straight into bed...
I knew that " we will do the best tomorrow...  With him and my friends beside me .. We can do it..." I told to myself....
I fell asleep too quickly and even missed his message saying...

"Just got home... Sleep early.. See ya tmr..."

I was prayed a little to avoid P'Jane teasing about P'Sing visiting to me...  But I didn't really care much about it because I was too happy to even bother about others...

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I was going to sleep and then 🐢 updated his IG story with his naked shoulder..  So, I wrote this chapter..
I posted his updated photo at the top of this chapter...