Let The Time Decide

Chapter 18

Krist POV

The show went well... We passed another milestone., another memory of Sotus together.... I cried a lot while the thanking speeches were happening, Really a lot and I even hitched my breaths like an over-cried kid..... Normally P'Sing would touch me ,like hugging my waist or petting my shoulder to console me while I was crying... But today he won't even touch me a bit....
No.... I was not sulking over that again... Not a bit... I knew him and he did know me a lot too...
I was crying too hard that day and if he even tried to console me a bit I would break down more than that.... I knew I would because I was really overwhelmed that time.... Why would P'Oaujun and Nammon cried a lot before my turn even came.... Urgh...
And why I was been always the last one to say that thanking speech....???

I didn't know.. and I would not know too... They set it like that even from the start of Sotus (since 2016..) I couldn't do anything now....

After that I grab Nammon to have dinner together with me... I couldn't bare to be apart from everyone suddenly.... I knew I was too emotional.. Maybe also a drama queen... I wished I could be like P'Off and P'Sing... They seemed too calm and composed everytime while I was a crying and sobbing mess.....

P'Sing had a plan with his university friends and he couldn't join me at dinner....

When I settled down in my own bed and could finally check social media,
I saw P'Sing was tagged in his friend's story... I found out  Katherine was there , with his friends....
How could she be in there??
Katherine was obviously not from Communication art.. She was a doctor ?? or whatever they called she was... She worked at hospital...  So, let settled with a kind of doctor than
🙊 (She is a Diectician actually 🤣)

Was P'Sing invite her to the group ??
Why would he ?? He never asks anyone to join his friends...  Not even me... He just kept his normal life and Showbiz life apart...  Crystal clearly kept away apart.... He might hang out with us or his university friends or childhood friends separately... But never invite someone to other groups before.... So, I even hadn't met or was being acquaintances with any of his other friends apart from our mutual friends within this Showbiz....

Then why Katherine was there.... Urgh.... !!!! Were they really something???  Already??
It was only been a few months they knew each other... It was not normal for P'Sing to let his guard down and befriended with stranger casually... He was not me ....

That uncertainty caused some weird uneasiness to creep into my heart...
When my scheduled alarm popped up on screen, showing I had a magazine shooting tomorrow , I signed and finally tried to sleep in .. If not ,my make up artist might have extra job to conceal my dark circles....
Even with uneasy mind, tiredness creeped into me and fell asleep eventually....
I missed P'Sing Line again which was

"Sleep early... Put some ice on eyes or you will have popped out eyes tomorrow.... "

Next morning~~

I woke up to his Line message and couldn't stop smiling... I almost forgot about Katherine... Urgh...
Today's Magazine shooting was a big one, Included 8 persons altogether..
P'Off , P'New, P'Tay, Gun, P'Sing , Bright, Win and me...

But luckily We didn't have to go outdoor and we settled at our Grammy indoor studio... Studio setting for photo shoot was nice ...
P'Tay , P'Sing and me had taken our own cameras today and we took photos for each other's...
We were joking around at shooting set... Luckily our cameraman , Champ ,was not a senior one ... I didn't mean to disrespect him in anyway... He was good at his job... But we couldn't stop ourselves from fooling around and pranking the ones on screen while we were behind the camera...
We took revenge for each turn and we burst out laughing during the shooting for nth time.....
He didn't scold us instead he said with pleading tone...  Starting with "Phi Phi Krub...." after that We apologized and stopped fooling....

When we got break for lunch... I noticed P'Sing excused himself out after a call... Even it was break time, he didn't forget to inform Champ before he went out... So, I heard that
he would go down to parking for a bit...
It wasn't so long...  After about 20 minutes he came back with a paper bag and a box.... To be exact ...an Ukulele box...  Yes... I knew that one exactly..
Because I saw that box in Katherine room before....

I was blankly staring at him while he walked toward me... He handed me the box and said
" Kit, this is yours... I picked it up from P'Security together with my books..." He showed his paper bag to me too...

He didn't say from who particularly but I knew...  I looked at the box and the card only stated

" Khun Krist Ka...
  I hope you enjoy playing this..
                                         Yours Yuyu💛"

Nothing more than that.. No specific name or fan page name at all.. But it was written in Thai....

I tried to ask P'Sing why he took that specifically because normally P'Security would put all the presents there and let our staff came and picked up once a week or once every 2 weeks .. We got the presents with our name only after Phi Phi Staffs arranged and separated for each artist... But now he personally went down and brought them to me.. Why??? I tried to ask P'Sing but cut off from curious questions of P'Off and P'Tay...
They wanted to know what it was and urged me to open it because the box was a leather one and neatly packed..
They were eager to see that Ukulele

I just gave in and started to peeled off the packing... It was packed neatly with clear tape.. Nearly seemed like the sender was already expected the ukulele might need to lie in the storage room for a few weeks before it could really reach to my hand....
But it got into my hand directly now because of the one who took it to me...

Finally I finished unpacking and the ukulele was cute.. Was a dark red one.. With wooden texture... I loved it with my Name "Krist" was engraved at one corner.... That was cute ....
But I couldn't play it... I played Guitar .. So, I thought I could try it too.. I got a toy to play ....

Momentarily I forgot about P'Sing went down for that... I was immersed in testing the sound of that little Ukulele ...
Actually I didn't want to do that conversation with all the people around.. I didn't want P'Sing to be in difficult situation or got strange stares from others... So, I didn't speak out that day....

We could always talk other day ...
I will just enjoy my new toy now...

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