sincerely; | namjoon

nine

march 23, 2019

dear diary,

     i think we've been everywhere in the town for dates. calla comes into the coffee shop regulary to see me, and i drop in on her work and surprise her as well.

this is the first real love i've felt in a long time. i can't screw it up.

sincerely; n.j

march 26, 2019

dear diary,

     jimin went out of town last week. he's visiting his family. it's good that he can still do that. it's good that he still has a family who loves him.

while he was away from work i met a new customer. i think he's going to become a regular. his name is min yoongi. really nice guy, funny first impression. he accidentally dropped all of his money as he was getting ready to pay. i helped him of course, it was just funny. i like seeing him everyday.

sincerely; n.j

march 30, 2019

dear diary,

     jimin came back today! it was both our day off from work so we hung out at his apartment, got food, and just had a night together. it was really nice to relax like that again.

sincerely; n.j

you shut the diary with a sigh. you had to get to work.

you shouldered your bag and grabbed your keys and wallet. after slipping on shoes you step out of your apartment and start walking down the hall. after walking about 15 feet a pair of hands come in front of you and cover your eyes. you scream and laugh once you hear the voice in your ear.

"hi, sweetheart?" jacob spins you around and kisses you, smiling brightly. you look at him and open your mouth.

"hey handsome, you came out here just to see me?" you retaliate and he smiles, turning you back around and wrapping an arm around your shoulders. he begins to walk with you to the elevator.

"yeah, i knew you had to leave for work." you frowned and looked at him.

"how? i didn't tell you my schedule?" something akin to panick crosses his face before he's grinning toothily at you. what were you worried about again?

"i hear you leave every morning love, the walls aren't exactly the thickest things." of course. what else would be the reason?

he walks you to the elevator and waves a kiss at you as the door closes. you sigh once the elevator starts moving down and bite the inside of your cheek. you were so lucky...

walking down the street to eternity you pass plant child and decide to get a small cup of coffee before your shift. you still had 25 minutes left anyways. the bell above the door rings as you step into the cafe, the smell of coffee hugging your skin. you walk up to the front counter and the same barista that served you when you first got a drink is there, platinum blond hair falling over his eyes.

"hey, what can i get you today?"

you smile warmly and meet his cocoa eyes. "just a regular coffee please."

"okay! do you want cream with that?" he enters your order into the computer.

"uh, yes please. thank you.." your eyes go to his nametag. "namjoon."  namjoon's dimples flare as he smiles at you. after paying and giving namjoon a name for the order you sit down.

subconciously your eyes drift towards his tan forearms and messy hair as he works on your drink. the cafe isn't very crowded today, there's only a couple of other people around you. namjoon's eyes glitter when he takes an order from a new customer, and his dimples pop when he smiles.

quickly, you snap yourself out of it. you have a boyfriend. but after a while, your find yourself looking at him again. instictively, of course. the other barista, the one who yelled in the shop the other day at jeongguk, called up your order. walking up to the counter you get a quick peak at the man's nametag.

jimin.

quickly getting it you add a few packets of sugar and sit back down. you look and see jimin walking towards namjoon and whispering something in his ear. namjoon's face turns a dark shade of crimson as he sputters and gives jimin an incredulous look. jimin smirks knowingly and turns around, taking another order.

wondering what they were talking about, you drink your coffee and bask in the comfortable buzz of chatter in the cafe. checking the time on your phone you realize it's time to go. you get up and throw your empty cup away and tunr around to leave, only to find namjoon staring at you.

as soon as you make eye contact he blushes and looks away, going back to making a drink. you smile and walk out of the store.

he was cute.