hate u

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I hate you
But I know I'll never say it
Because the words that burn
And flicker on my tongue
Are words I'll never mean
I miss you
Or rather your authenticity
The version that spoke so softly
And yet so simply and sincerely
I want you
To be close to me again
But I know you'd rather
Go run with your other whores
Than ever find me again
I wish for you
To feel the things I feel
Because sometimes the burning
Is so engulfing and turning
And so senselessly numbing
That I wish for once you could feel
So hopelessly lost I am.

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