Don't let go (skylox)

Notes

(A/N AND NOW I'M BACK! FROM OUTA SPACE! OK SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LIKE FOREVER! BUT I LIKE ALMOST FINISHED TYPING UP  LIKE THE WHOLE STORY UP ON MY I POD SO I'M JUST GOING TO PUT UP EVERYTHING NOW! ;DDD) 

~Ty's POV~
I sat down o the bench next to Jason and Tyler talking about the minecraft update. I took a bite from my lunch and continued to talk, when Sky came over. He didn't look at me and nor did I. All he did was drop a note into my lap and run off. I picked it up and read what was on the front.
'To- Tyler Lox
From- Adam Dahlberg/ Sky'
My heart immediately sunk. I didn't want to read it. Like I REALLY did not want to read it. I didn't want to touch it. Read it or even be near it. I suddenly felt a sense of discomfort and became really restless.
"Read it." demanded Tyler.
"I don't wanna."I murmured back. That's when Jason snatched it out of my lap, unfolded it and started to read it.
"You need to read it." he shoved it back into my face. Tyler then took it. After he read it he did the same.
"Read it."
"I'll read it later." I mumbled. I didn't want and plus this was none of their business so they should just stay out of it. I placed the note next to me and finished eating my lunch. After I finished, Tyler and Jason weren't looking and Sky was at a club. So I picked up the note with my rubbish and dropped it in the bin.
"Ok, Ty! It's time for you to read that note!" Jason got up.
"Where is it?"Tyler also got up.
"I dunno."
"Ty! That note was really important you need to find it!"
"Well I don't no where it is! So keep your fricken faces out of my business!" I shouted back and walked off.
Next period was music and like usual I was sitting next to Jason and Tyler.
"Hey, Ty. Sky gave me another note. 'cause I told him that you lost it."I glared at Jason and took a glance at the note.
'To- Jason and Tyler.
From- Adam/ Sky.'
"It's for you, idiot." I murmured back angrily.
"Oh it is. Ty I remembered Some of the stuff that was in the letter. I'll tell you what I remember. 'I will al-" but I cut him off.
"Shut up. I told you. I. DON'T. WANT. TO. HEAR. IT." I snapped trying to hold myself back from shouting.
All I want is a simple relationship with him. Just as friends no more and no less.
The next day was worse. He doesn't just give up does he?
"Ty I need to talk to you."he said to me standing in front of me, but not looking me in the eyes.
"Talk to me." I snapped.
"Like privately."
"Go Ty!" pushed Sparklez.
"Sorry, no thank you. If you would like to talk to me, talk to me here and now." I answered. He opened up his mouth to say something but then walked away.
"Ty..." murmured Jason.
"That was cold." Sparklez said bluntly.
"Well I am cold, so suck it up."I got up to go throw my rubbish in he bin. I glanced over at Merome and I could tell that they were 'disturbed' by my words and behavior.
"Hey, Ty, you Kay?"Jerome asked his voice almost shaking.
"I told you. I. AM. FINE." I tried to hold in my anger and speak as calmly as I could.
"But he's right, biggums... You're... Not yourself." added Mitch. He spoke confidently and sure of himself.
"Shut up." I snapped.

~Sky's POV~
My eyes started to sting. I felt rejected. Like that missing part in my heart was gone forever. Like I had no chance of regaining that lost part. I felt lonely and lost. I plonked my self on to my bead and started to cry into my pillow.
"I love you." I murmured.
"PLEASE!" (A/N I'm so messed up, just writing please in capital letters makes me think I'm writing smut)
"Just love me back."
"I'm sorry. Please understand and forgive me."
"I feel lost without you. I miss you. I just ask for one thing. Just to be closer to you. Please..."

~Ty's POV~
I finally realized what's been happening. I finally understand, it's been days since the last time Sky asked to talk to me privately. I realized that my split personality, instead of just being voices in my head. They take turns taking over my body and USING it. I realized that now they actually take over my whole body. I won't be able to love and be in a proper relationship with Sky or anyone. I love him and then I don't. I hate him and then I like him. I love him and then I like him. I need to build up the courage to tell him. Tell him that it's my fault and I'm sorry. The next day at school he came to me.
"Ty I need to speak to you."
"Ok." I dragged myself up and walked off with him to somewhere quiet.
"Ty, I'm sorry for everything. Being a middle child and whiny ignored and everything is hard. All he anger and everything just builds up. And I took it out on you. That's the reason I acted that way. I'm sorry. I-I-" but he didn't finish. I felt like telling him I'm sorry, it's my fault not yours I should be the one sorry. But I was instincts by the lunch bell.
"Uh see you later at Tyler's." I said and gave him a little slap on the back. We'd been talk and everything but not like before. At Tyler's we were both waiting for the others to change so we were messing around together. I felt free and happy. It was just like the old times.
"I miss you." I heard him murmur but didn't say anything. It just felt as if my heart had skipped a beat.
I continued to chase after him, for a weird reason I always enjoyed seeing him run. He just looked so amazing.
"I miss you." he murmured again. Again I felt as if my heart stopped.
"I miss you too." I finally said back and hugged him. But something was holding me back. I suddenly felt  a little hatred. I almost pushed him off of me. But then I suddenly felt guilt.
"Uh...sorry about that." I turned away and walked off back to the others. The theme of the film was 'tragedy' our film was about these two people. A girl and a boy who live in a school where everyone had masks on, and people would change their masks to fit with other people or groups. But the boy and girl are almost pushed away and are very depressed in he inside. Eventually they meet each other and fall in love. But one day they get in a fight and break up. When the girl is on her way home she gets attacked by bullies who try to kill her. But the boy comes in to try and save her but she still gets killed. The boy mourns her death for before she died he never got to tell her how much he loved her. He then goes home lonely and broken, to kill himself. Even though the film was quite dark it was a lot of fun filming it. A few of us had to cross dress and I had to cross dress ALL the time, for I was the girl. They bought hair extensions and Ant got his older sister to do my make up. I had to put on a girls school uniform, which mention I had to wear  dress. We were going to make Jerome and Mitch the girl and boy but neither of hem would fit as a girl. So they chose the second 'pairing' which was us, Skylox. I was the girl and Sky was the boy. It was a little awkward but we kind of just got over it. When I got home I sat down at my desk and slipped o my head phones. I immediately went onto my laptop and plugged my headphones in. I then connected it to a radio station on the internet.

'And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand'
'Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love'
'Without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on'
'But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning'
'Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart'

My eyes started to water. I froze, my hands shacking as I wiped my tears away. But as soon as I did that I couldn't stop. The tears just kept on flowing.

'Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent'
'All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain'
'All is lost, hope remains, and this war is not over'
'There's a light, there's a sun, taking all shattered ones.'
'To the place we belong and his love will conquer it all.'

I slid face down my arm and into the elbow of the arm I was leaning on and cried the night away.

(A/N The song is 'Shattered' by Trading Yesterday)