Don't let go (skylox)

Punishment

A few hours later I woke up again. I was in my usual crappy room, but it could be worse. I suddenly remembered what happened.
"Sky!" I shouted as I sprung out of bed but remembered that he was pulled away.
"Ah. Tyler Lox. Are you awake?" I looked up to see my form mistress walk towards me. SLAP!
"How dare you built a relationship with someone! And a boy!" she gave ne a disgusted look as she continued to slap me. Gosh she was a bitch.
"If you continue this relationship we will have to move you to a different school! Do you understand?" she shouted.
"Yes ma'am." I answered quietly.
"Now you will have no meal tonight and at six come down to the principals office, for your punishment!" I nodded silently as she stormed out of the room. Gosh my life sucked. Tears started to fill my eyes. I lifted my arm onto my eyes and let myself go. Allow the tears to flow down my face. 

Are you really this pathetic? For Notch's sake! Go kill yourself and no one would care! All you do is cry you pathetic wimp!

Ty...You know what to do. It works every time. But this time lets do it for real. The pain that you will feel will make you happy again. What's the point of living if no one cares in the first place? Just slit your wrists open and this time make sure you don't mess up. 
Sky loves me...
[No he doesn't he hates you and you hate him. Didn't you hear what the other voice said? He only pities you] This voice was new I was used to only two voice but now a third?

{You fucking faggot. Look at yourself. What are you?}

A pathetic weakling

Wimp

[Faggot]

{Cunt}

They didn't stop there they continued chanting shouting and talking over each other repeating the same words over and over again.  "SHUT UP!" I screamed. I grabbed my head and stumbled up. I rustled through my drawer getting a hold of my blade. 

"I said SHUT UP!" I hardly felt the pain as the blade sliced through my skin. 
"WILL EVERYONE JUST BE HAPPY IF I JUST DIED?"I continued to feel the relieving pain of the blade against my skin. I watched as the blood flowed out from the cuts. I knew they weren't deep enough...there was a part of me that held me back. But all I could hear were the voices.
[You fail at everything]

{Tests, school work}

EVEN KILLING YOURSELF

.....

I woke up and glanced over to the clock. Five thirty, perfect timing. I used my bed to help lift myself up. I winced in pain as I remembered what had happened. I looked at the scars along my forearm. Shit. People will know now. But I had to get to the principals office now. 
I walked slowly to the principals office, well more like headmaster since this wasn't a school. I took in a deep breath and stood up straight. Knock knock.
"Come in." I pushed open the door and walked in. There in front of me was our headmaster seating at a desk writing something in a book. The room was pretty huge and the huge book cases that lined the walls made me feel even smaller.
"Ah. Tyler Lox, lets just get straight to the point. I don't mind you having a relationship with another boy. But bringing an OUTSIDER into our grounds is against our rules. Plus he beat up Nathan and his friends. Because of that you will receive a punishment, for his actions. Understand?" she fixed her glasses on her face and pushed back her dark brown hair. I nodded as she got up and started walking over to me.
"Do you underhand, Tyler Lox?" she started to raise her voice.
"Y-Yes ma'am." I knew exactly what she was going to do and I wanted to scream and run out the door. I knew how the punishment routine worked. I got down on my knees, not daring to look up at her. I heard the clack of her high heals as she walked over, cain in hand.
"Good boy Tyler." She started to circle me like a shark circling its prey. I hated when she did this, I could never tell when she was going to strike. I closed my eyes and clenched my fists hiding my face into my balled up hands. I flinched in pain as I felt the cain rip through my shirt and into my skin. I hated her. How is this suppose to be a place where children heal from trauma?
"Two." she striked me again. I gasped out in pain as I felt the Cain dig in the cut from the last strike.
"Two more, Mr Lox." she smiled as she striked me again. I couldn't stand it I gasped in pain and collapsed forward onto my knees.
"Up." she demanded as she tapped my head with her foot. I was shacking as I forced my self to sit up again. The pain in my back was unimaginable.
"AHURGH!" I screamed out in pain as she hit me the last time. I felt the Cain rip through my skin and shirt across my back. I collapsed onto the floor again. She turned around and wiped off some of my blood off the Cain. She turned and hung it back onto the wall.
"I hope you've learnt your lesson. I expect better from you now. Understand?"she stood over me. I could hardly say anything it hurt to much. What. A. Bitch.
"Shut the fuck up you fucking bitch." wait what the he'll? Where did that come from?
You fucking idiot. Did you really think I wouldn't take that chance to take over for a sec
"EXCUSE ME?" she kicked me in the face. I opened my mouth to apologies. But suddenly I felt as if I didn't own my mouth.
"You're excused. I'm sure, you old hag that you heard me the first time. Shut. The. Fuck. Up. Or I'll beat the shit out of you."
[Heh. And that was my turn.] Shit. Shit Shit.
"Are you asking for trouble, Tyler?" she placed her heel on my hand so I wasn't able to move it.
"It's Ty, bitch."
{thank you Ty.} STOP! please! I shouted to he voices in my head. I dared to look up at her. I started to feel her heel started to dig into my skin. Oww it really started to hurt.
"Please. Please stop." I begged as I tried to get her foot off of my hand with my other one. CRACK!
"AAAAHHH!" I screamed in pain as I felt her heel crush my bones. Please someone help me. Please. Anyone, just help me... Sky, I need you. Please Sky.
You're all alone, Ty. Sky's not here to save you. And he's the reason why you're getting this punishment!
[Kill her]
{Make her pay}
Dig her heart out with a SPOON (A/N if you get that reference I'll give you a cookie XP)
"Go back to your room now. If you leave that room I'll have to punish you again. You're lucky that I haven't decided to make you move schools. If you speak to me like that again. I'll move you immediately and make sure you never see your lover ever again." I only felt rage and sadness. It felt as if my chest was getting ripped in two I had two choices to either shut up and walk out or teach HER a lesson.
"Y-ye-s-s Mi-i-ss" I stuttered. I used my elbows to pull myself up. I kept my crush hand still as I started to walk out.
"Go down to the nurses office to get your hand treated, but ONLY your hand." she made her words strict and clear. I was glad that at least I could get my hand fixed plus the nurse was the ONLY nice adult in the facility.
"T-thank you." I murmured and walked out. I hurried down the stairs trying to keep my tears in my eyes. I tried to ignore the on going voices and the pain in my back and hand. I finally came to the nurses office and knocked gently on the door with my un injured hand.
"Come in. What's your injury?" I walked, but when I did she gave a horrified look, her eyes filled with concern. It felt nice to have someone actually care.
"Miss Penenfield said that I can only get my hand fixed." she gave me an even sadder look and gestured for me to stay here. She walked away and came back with bandages.
"Please sit." she gestured to the seat in front of her. Sat down and she gently tool my hand. I looked away and too deep breaths try not to think of the pin. I groaned in pain as she bandaged up my hand in a way where the bones would eventually heal back together. And then put my arm in a sling.
"Don't move your hand or use it. I'll send your friend, Tyler some medication for your back." I nodded. I felt like telling her about Sky but felt that it wasn't really the right time to.
"Thank you." I stood up and smiled.
"Have a good sleep Ty. It's getting late and here. Don't tell." she winked at me as she passed me a piece of bread.
"Thank you!" I turned and hurried down the hallway into my room.