Don't let go (skylox)

An unexpected appearance

~Lunch time~ (XD do I time skip too much?) 
I walked over to Ty with my eye brow raised. He immediately moved closer to Sky and held onto his arm. 
"Come one Ty!" I said unimpressed giving up already. I couldn't just grab him like the old times. He gave me a reluctant look. 
"Fine." I walked over to him and picked him up. I threw him over my should as he started thrashing around. He was as light as usual. 
"Tyler put me down! Sky!" he shouted as he thrashed about. Sky walked over to me trying to hold in his laughter. 
"Here Sky can come with us as well." I said trying to make him feel better, even though I would prefer for it to just be us. 
"No! I don't want Sky to come!" he whined.  
"What? Where are you taking him?" Sky asked. I'm sure Ty didn't want me to tell everyone. 
"To his doctors check up. Hey! keep on thrashing about and I might drop you!" I laughed and turned away as Sky followed us.
"How did you know?" he whispered to me. Of course I knew, I know him better than Sky does. 
"When I tapped you on the shoulder you flinched." I answered simply. Sky caught up with us but didn't say a word, noticing our serious faces. We eventually came to the free classroom that we usually took. I closed the door behind us and gestured for Sky to take a seat at one of the desks. I walked with Ty still slumped over my shoulder over to a spot near a window, the only light source. I held him by his hips and placed him down. He stood in front of me facing down, his hair covering his face. It seemed different today and he seemed a lot more reluctant. He still just stood there not moving or saying a word. 
"Ty would you like me to help you?" I asked sarcastically. He gave a small smile and crossed over his arms and grabbed the bottom of his shirt. I heard him take a deep breath and turn to Sky and gave him a forced smile. He really did know how to make someone feel bad. I felt like I was doing something horrible but this was to help him. He finally pulled off his shirt revealing the scars that covered his body. I noticed the fresh cuts covering his shoulders. In the beginning I didn't know why he cut his shoulders. Most people slit their wrists. But it was because he didn't want anyone to see the scars that he inflicted on himself. I heard a gasp from Sky, as I turned to see his reaction I noticed his eyes were filled with tears, and Ty simply hugged his shirt and looked away. I pulled out the ointment and twisted off the lid. I was about to dip my finger in it when I noticed Ty was so reluctant, he didn't move and he looked as if he was going to cry. I think it was he was scared of being judged by Sky and I guess he was uncomfortable that someone that wasn't his lover was helping him or touching him shirtless. I couldn't stand looking at him like this. This was my last way of being close to Ty or to be with him alone, to help him. But I had to do what would make Ty happy. 

"Here."I said as I swung out my arm holding the ointment towards Sky. He seemed a little shocked but stood up and took it from my hand. 

"Make sure you be gentle on his shoulders, and if you're going to take over my job, check his shoulders often. It's where he cuts." I smiled and walked out. My chest started to feel tight and the pain came back. I felt like now I had lost all hope of being with Ty.
"Hey! I'm not suppose to turn up again!" I felt someone whack. me on the back of the head. 
I rubbed the back of my head and turned around to see the girl version of me again. I immediately jumped back ready to fight, remembering what she had told me before. The walked over to me with an un impressed look on her face.
"Good you remembered what I told you last time. What I said last time was true 'cause I didn't think you would lose hope again." she flicked me on the forehead.
"Uh. Ok. Does that mean next time I see you I shouldn't trust you?" I asked I was so confused right now.
"Well you see, it depends. If you are depressed and fell like you've lost all hope. Then me, Hope, will pop up. But if you're the happiest you've ever been and someone or something that looks like you pops up run." she explained. I think I was finally catching onto this. But I had to get back to what was happening at hand.
"You really love him, don't you?" Hope came and sat with me in the hallway.
"I guess I do."
"Then why do you give up on him so easily all the time?"
"Because I know he can't and wo-" but before I could finish my sentence I felt a sharp pain on the side of my face. SLAP!
"Are you an idiot? Why do you always assume things? You always just give up just like that! He won't love you? How do you know that? Why do you have no hope?"she stood up and shouted at me her eyes filled with tears. I guess seeing someone talk to me like this and care warmed my heart. Tears started to fill my eyes.
"I love him. But his heart is with Sky. And he's happy with Sky. All I can do is support them." What I said was true. I had really given up on Ty. She opened her mouth to say something. But I stopped her.
"But that doesn't mean I can't stop loving him." and at that moment I felt as if my broke my own heart. I felt he hot tears roll down my face, as she wrapped her arm around me.
"I understand why you've given up hope. But at least hold onto the friendship that you two have. Don't kill me off like that." she smiled at me as if death was a joke.
"Ok." I wasn't really sure what to say. She started to fade away and soon enough she was gone. I wiped my eyes dry from my tears and stood up. Clenched my hands together and took a deep breath.