Love?

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~Tyler's POV~
I yawned and dragged my self out of bed and glanced out he window. I noticed that someone had just left a package at our door step. I gave a heavy sigh as I got changed and ate breakfast.
"Good morning." I murmured to my dog. The house was completely quiet. But I was used to the silence and loneliness. I eventually slipped on my shoes and walked out to catch the bus to school. I pulled out the package from the mail box and ripped it open.
"Tyler Christie." I read. Inside was a jar of ointment. There was also a envelop with it. I opened up the envelop and pulled out the letter inside.
"This is for Ty. He got another punishment so I was wondering if you can help him out. Thank you - Tania Reign." was what was written on the letter. Shit what happened to Ty? I have to do something about it. Without thinking that Sky would probably be there I slipped onto my bike and started to cycle as fast as I could. When I came to the huge gates of the building. I dismounted my bike and ran down to the gate. I watched as Ty walked out of the building his head down. 
"TY!" I shouted he looked up at me in shock.
"Tyler?" he shouted back in shock. He ran over to the gates and unlocked them, running over to me. I couldn't think I was just to worried about him. As soon as he was close enough I embraced him. 
"Are you ok?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around him. He gave no answer and that's when I finally realized what I was doing. 
"Ah! I'm sorry Ty! I didn't mean to...Uh..." My face felt hot and it was probably bright red. 
"Ha ha ha ha. Don't worry I'm glad that someone cares." he laughed. I held back the urge to huge him again and just smiled back.
"Ty! Tyler?!" We both turned around to see Sky coming towards us. When he got to us. I knew what I had to do. It was the best for Ty. As long as I was able to see and tell him that I was worried and that I cared I was happy.
"Well then, see yah guys at school. I have to go catch a bus." I waved and started to walk. As I walked past Sky I handed him the ointment.
"He got a really bad beating, yesterday. On his back and check his shoulders again just in case. Oh and a tip. His RIGHT hand is broken and he's RIGHT handed so feed him and stuff." I whispered to Sky and winked.
"Thanks." he smiled as I hopped onto my bike and started to cycle away.


~Ty's POV~
At lunch time we did our normal and went to find an empty room. We finally came to room sixteen and walked in. I felt Sky try to help me by pulling up my shirt but I suddenly felt uncomfortable. I mean like I shouldn't be feeling uncomfortable. We've been doing this for a while and Sky was my boyfriend. Why should I suddenly feel uncomfortable. After, with his help, slipped off my shirt he pulled out the ointment and started gently rubbing it onto my wounds.
"Oh Ty..." he murmured only sadness in his eyes.
"I love you." he cooed. But then something hit me. All the other times he had told me this I always had a warm happy feeling and my face would turn bright red. But this time I didn't feel anything... The words just felt like nothing.
[I told you, you don't love him]
Look it's even fate. You don't love him and he doesn't love you
{He only pities you, get it right}
Just face it. You hate him because he pities you
"I love you too." we both leaned in our lips locking in with each others. But it didn't feel right... Almost as if I  was FORCING myself to kiss back.
[Ewww]
{You shouldn't kiss someone you don't love}
Kill him then.
Cut it's the answer to everything
But I love him.
[No you don't]
{No you don't}
No you don't
No you don't
Y-yes I-I d-d-do.
[No you do not!]
{Stop lying to yourself!}
Are you stupid or blind? Oh wait you should already know the answer to that, of course you are! You fucking idiot!
Life isn't worth living. What's he point in living if you're nothing. You don't have feelings you're just forcing yourself! No one loves you
{No one cares about you}
[No one understand you]
But everyone hates you
I pulled away from the kiss but maybe to fast. 
"Ah I'm sorry Ty..." I heard him whisper. He turned away and passed me my shirt. 
"No I'm fine."I murmured back as I slipped back on my shirt. I didn't turn back, I just walked out of the classroom and outside with the others. I didn't feel anything. I must have spaced out or something 'cause everyone started to give me weird looks. 
"You kay Ty? Did anything happen?"I suddenly snapped out of it and looked at them 
"Oh yeah I'm fine." 

~Sky's POV (SUPER short)~ 
I watched as Ty walked away. I brushed my fingers across my lips. Something was wrong with Ty. I felt a throbbing feeling in my chest. But I ignored it and walked out the room after him. 

~Ty's POV~ 
I walked home alone, the streets were all quiet. I walked past Nathan and his friends. 
"Hey, hey, hey man. Don't think we're just going to let you go like that!" he shouted after me as I walked straight through them. Nathan jogged after me and grabbed my shoulder turning me to face them. 
"Hey, fuck off man. I'm not in the mood for this ok?" I spat at him. 
"Don't you dare talk to me like th-"I punched him in the face and turned away again. But he grabbed me by the shirt and pulled me in so we were face to face. He moved his hand up to my face punching me. I brought my leg up kneeing him in the balls. 
Good, now kill him

{Snap his neck}

[Strangle him]

You're weak and pathetic there's no point in fighting back

He got up and punched me again but this time I jumped on him tackling on to the floor. I wrapped my fingers around his neck, he grabbed on my arms gripping them. 
"Hey, man calm down!" I heard constantly as his friends tried to pull me off him. 
{That's it Kill him}

[Make him pay]

Kill. Kill him. 

Squeezed harder, my mind was empty only filled with one word. Kill. 
"TY! STOP! TY!" I suddenly stopped I let go of him, I looked down at my hands. What? What happened? I looked back at Nathan gasping for air. I turned away and ran towards the building. That voice...It sounded like Sky's. But I just kept on running I smashed into my rooms door and opened it. I ran in and flopped onto the bed. I can;t breath. 
"I CAN'T BREATH."I screamed gasping for air as tears started to poor down my face. please help. 

(A/N Just a short note, this chapter and from now on to whenever I saw so is all bassed on real life experiences. Anyway :) )

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