~Ty's POV~
Recess seemed to breeze by. I was way too worried about swimming to even think. I can swim its just... My scars that I'm scared of. And I can't let sky find out especially. I walked into the change room with everyone else and gave Tyler a little signal that I was going to try and sneak into the bathroom and change there instead. It's kind of stupid, the teachers won't let us change in the bathroom 'Because we have change rooms and we should use them.' Tyler nodded and mouthed, "Be out in a sec."
After we had all changed we hurried down to the pool. I wore a rashie to cover up my scars. We met up with everyone else in our swimming class and jumped in. My heart was racing when I saw Sky. It was kind of awkward... Seeing him shirtless made my heart race, and my face go red.
"Ty? You kay? Your face is all red," I heard Tyler suddenly ask me, when we were resting.
"Uh yeah! Fine!" I felt my face get even hotter. Tyler must've followed my gaze;
"You must really love him..." he murmured, I assumed that he didn't want me to hear him so I said nothing and started to swim again.
After the double period was finished we all hopped out and went into the change rooms but this time Tyler followed me.~Tyler's POV~
I followed Ty in to a spare room. I walked over to him and gave him an unimpressed look.
"C'mon, Ty. Off." I demanded as I helped him pull off his rashie. I was welcomed by the many scars that covered his back and a bit of his chest. Seeing the scars mad my heart drop. But having him be open to me made me a little happy. I pulled out the scar cream I had in may bag and started rubbing it gently onto his scars. They were horrible, the long scars over one another. I hated the person who did this to him. I can't imagine Ty in pain, I only wish to be here for him and save him from that cane. I did ask him once how he ended up like this. But he would only reply with one word that would send shivers down my spine. "Asylum." he would always answer. We wouldn't talk to each other when I would help him... I guess it would be just to awkward. I gestured for him to turn around as I started adding the cream to his chest, running my finger along every scar.
"Hey, Ty. What do-" the silence was broken. We both looked up to see where the sound was coming from. At the door stood Sky.
"Ah! I'm sorry! I just saw you go in and I thought you'd be done changing!" his face turned bright red. He turned to run but as he did you could see a glimpse of tears in his eyes.
"SKY! There's nothing between us! He was just helping me! Sky!" shouted Ty as he pushed me away, grabbed his shirt and ran after him.
Why? Why does it have to be me? WHY AM I THE ONE ALWAYS TO BE REJECTED? I smashed my fist into the wall in anger as tears poared down my face.
"WHY? WHY? Why?" I Shouted as I repeated punching the wall and crumpled into the ground.
"I love you. Why can't you see that? There's nothing between us?" I whispered to myself, tears rolled down the side of my face as I laid down scrunched up in a ball.
"Why don't you love me?" I whimpered. All I could feel was repeated stabbing in my chest. My breath short and fast.~Sky's POV~
I walked in to the room too see Ty and Tyler both shirtless. My heart snapped. Tears immediately filled my eyes but I held them back.
"Ah! I'm sorry! I just saw you go in and I thought you'd be done changing!" I stammered in defense. I quickly turned and ran before I started to cry. I bit down on my lip as the tears poured down my face. I heard the faint shouts of Ty after me but I ignored them and continued to run aimlessly. I love you so much yet your heart lies with someone else. Why? I felt as if someone had just stabbed me in the chest, my chest tight and painful. I heard the heavy foot steps running after me. I pushed myself to run faster and faster, not looking back. I burst out the back of the school when I suddenly felt a warm hand grab a hold of my wrist. I immediately stopped running and turned around to see Ty. His face was wet with tears like mine. There was silence until I couldn't help myself. If I never tell him then when will he ever know. Not that he would care... I know that it'll probably just hurt me even more.
"Ty! I love you!"~Ty's POV~ (short kind of alternating in-between them)
His words echoed through my head.
He's just lying don't believe him
Ty, remember no one loves you and no one ever will
They were right. The continues mocking voices kept on stabbing me more and more breaking me apart.
No one can love a psycho like you. Are you stupid? He's just trying to make you feel better because he pities you.
He pities me?
Of course he does your weak and patheti and you're fucking crazy!
just leave and CUT it out, let 'pain' settle it I glanced down at the scars down my forearm.
Kill him, make him pay for his lies, cut out his tongue. Make him scream in pain.
"Lies!" I finally shouted. I looked up to see him running again. My legs gave in, I reached out for him but he was far gone. What was I thinking? Saying something like that! I've only made him cry and hurt him.
Monster, look what you've done! the voice teased.
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Don't let go (skylox)
FanficTy is finally free from the mental asylum. He is then able to be with the boy he has loved for a long time, Sky. But Tyler is also in love with Ty. And the voices in his head and his split personality start to effect him more than anything. When Sky...