Well then, since quarantine has started idk what's happening
2020 has lasted literal years at this point
Idk how to really feel about it, cuz like on one hand, I haven't been in school since March and won't be until September and what the actual fuck is that
On the other hand, I don't really give a shit because it's not like I really talk to people or do anything different, besides like, see my dad
And I'm in Houston for the summer for the first time, like ever, well since I moved here like 6 years ago
What the fuck it's been like 6 years
N e ways, yea, and can I say, it sucks ass heren during summer 10/10 wouldn't reccomend
Also, I'm realizing that covid is actually kinda a big deal (like how it's affecting the world, I know it's serious amd trumps an idiot)
THAT BEING SAID
WHO THE FUCK VOTED FOR TRUMP
like tbh, why???
Hes more immature than my 8 y/o cousin????
Stop fighting china???
Stop being a racist fuck?????
Take this seriously????please????????
Like omfg, everytime I turn on the news trump is going new dumb shit that isnt fucking helping whatsoever
Like again, who voted for him?????
Uh, I'm learning french,, off of duolingo because I need a foreign language credit and I haven't done it yet and I don't plan on doing during school
I might take it during the summer, idk about that
Can you do foreign language credit by exam?
If so sign me up please
I beg
Uh, other than that I haven't done anything useful, haven't gone outside in at least a month and a half
Fuck, I think I gotta go somewhere today
And that's uh, well, I'm becoming nocturnal
I have no clue how it happened
But I fell asleep at like, 10 am yesterday and woke up at 7pm
Haven't slept yet, it's 8:15 in the morning and I've been listening to my mom do shit for the past like 3 hours
Playing animal crossing, and I haven't liked Tom nook and I feel like I'm not going to anytime soon
But like
I haven't been super hygienic, oops, but it's not like anyone is finna see me, like due to me becoming nocturnal I saw my mom for the first time yesterday for more than 5 minutes for the first time in like, a week
She'll probably figure me out soon
I have been writing though, shocker I know, haven't updated in like, months lmao, but I have, if anyone is still reading this bullshit
Uh, I cut my hair, but that was like,,, in April or some shit and my undercut is growing kinda long amd I don't like it this long but I'm too lazy to grab my brother so he can shave it again
I want a girlfriend really bad, or just want to kiss a girl, and it's kinda pathetic but one of my friends is kinda shipping me n my best friend but I don't like her like that ://// it'd be awkward, but its fine because I know exactly who he likes lmao and he's one of my friends but it's kinda sad cuz hes very much straight and it's very much unrequited and is very much going to be so pray for his poor gay heart lmao
But also: accepting girlfriend applications
I am,, awkward, kinda not pretty, like I'm not ugly but I'm definitely not pretty, unless you got a filter
Uh, pan but maybe bi idk,
was arguing with someone on insta about it cuz I was bored and they said that pansexuality was bisexual erasure and I was just like, I know that the media displays (after some research cuz I was wrong at first cuz bi means 2 but not literally apparently) it as Male and female but you know its fluid or whatever, and I was like, okay multiple genders but not all but also shouldn't it be what people are more comfortable with? Why should you get mad at labels? We should be accepting of each other in the LGBT community no matter how u label urself??? but they were like, no, we're trying to preserve the survival of the community not what people are comfortable with and I was like,, the gays will always be there so there always will be a community as long as not everyone in the world is a het?
But anyways that's off topic
I like art, I think I'm really bad at it but my mom went a framed a self portrait I made which is nasty and is threatening me to hang it up in a very visible place
Uh
I'm kinda overweight,,, not happy about that but I'm too lazy to fix it, I don't look it that much but that's only cuz I know how to hide it in hoodies and high waisted jeans
I like anime and kpop which is kinda a given so I'll talk with u and watch it with u, I don't really watch TV or anything but I don't mind american music (mostly not anything mainstream tho cuz ew) and will find shit to do
I'm really lonely but not really???
I read a lot, and by a lot I mean anytime im not watching anime or kpop
Idk, but if u want to be my gf (you probably won't lmao) please talk to me cuz I want one really bad ://
O, I'm going into my sophomore year lmao, there's that
N e ways, this was supposed to be about quarantine idk how it got to be applications to be my gf which I doubt anyone would answer but probably because half the time I'm thinking that I want a girlfriend
Or boyfriend too tbh, if boys wanna date me that's fine ig :/ I mean I'm open to pretty much anyone or any gender at this point
I will respect whatever pronouns u use, cuz not doing so it bitchy
Reminds me of my friend eli who's really pretty/handsome
I remember this one time in class while we were just chillin and talking bout how single we were, they said they would date me after I said no one would date me and I said that I would date them too and then the convo ended and I'm still single :/
O yes, confident gay online, but not really in real life lmao
Also if anyone ever reads this,,, please comment I am vry lonely and want attention because I'm a lil needy but not that much, but kinda yea
This was supposed to be about quarantine, fuck
Uh, well I lost 20$ and I need to study for becoming a commander in rotc which I'm slowly regretting
But also the fact that they put me as a commander of 2 positions when the second one I didn't even go for(?)
Like what're y'all on? I asked and they were like " we thought you could excel in 2 positions" and I was like,,, well y'all couldn't have put me in smth I signed up for?
But oh well
I passed my classes tho, don't tell my shitty science teacher that I didn't do shit though, I completely didn't do ANYTHING for biology because biology is kinda useless for the rest of ur life unless you're going into biology or the medical field, but anatomy and physiology is more important but it gives u more basics
I have a 6.43 GPA though
Which is on a 7 pointcscale, so a 4.19
Which is great ig, but I swear to u I am big dumb in pretty much everything
I don't know how I be passing sometimes when I get up at 3am on the regular or just don't sleep in order to do projects I've had a month to complete
I be turning essays in at 11:58 PM when they due at 11:59
This was supposed to be about quarantine, I mean guess it still kinda is, I just edited the title lmao
It needed it
I should probably end this, idk please comment, I beg, even if you're just saying that I'm a loser, I don't give a shit if u vote or share or any of that other bullshit, call me a loser and I'll be happy
Bye lol
