As 7 came around , James as dressed in his nicest clothes , only because I asked , he's been quiet nice today, he did punch me once tho , and Raped me once , but no beating So far.
"J.j.j..James , w..w.we a..a.are going to b..be l.late" I say Softly as he sits down on the couch , finishing his Beer.
"So what? Why can you just be a good husband!" He says starting to raise his voice , and I cower slightly, not wanting to get hurt more before we leave.
"I..I'm sorry J..James" I manage to get out of my mouth , scared to make a wrong move .
After a Couple minutes James stands up and Walks to the front door
"COME ON!!" He yells back suddenly, and i nod quickly and get everything, I then lock the house door and get in the car with James.
I then start driving , I'm not that good of a driver only cause James taught me when I was 16 , just after we got married , he did it so I could pick him up from the Bars he was in.
After about 27 minutes of driving , We get there, it looks very expensive, With big glass walks looking in , a Black roof , lights all around it , and I feel terrible, cause that means It will be expensive food , and they said they will pay.
As I undo my belt , James suddenly grabs my wrist and pulls me close and points a finger as my face , while using his hand that is holding my waist , to grab my hair , letting my wrist go , and I wince .
"Remember, Anything you eat here , you throw up, I can tell you've been eating again , I can see it in the Disgusting body, I'll let you know what you can have " he says , In a harsh tone that I fear, he then kisses me on the lips, and I am shocked , has hasn't kissed me in ages , well when I'm not being raped he hasn't , i kiss back, smiling in my head because this means I've been good recently.
After are kiss James becomes cold again, Ignoring me as I struggling to get out of the car cause of my hurt body and how small the gap is , I let James have the bigger size because he's always so nice to meet , so It would be selfish of me to not let him have those things.
After I'm out , I lock are Old Almost broken Car, and walk to the place , I'm wearing a nicer version of my work clothes , cause this is the best I have , and James is wearing a Suit I got him for his birthday me year , he beat me for it tho because it wasn't a colour he liked , so I had it changed into what he's wearing right now. We go to the Entrance , and tell the woman are Reservation That Ryan told us about , so we can meet him here with Emily, as walk to a Booth in the coorner , with Nice Plush Seats , And we see Emily and Ryan already sitting there , and They are wearing Nice clothes and Emily has a Nice Dark purple dress , and Ryan is wearing a Smart suit.
"Oh hay guys!" Ryan Says , standing up as he sees us .
"Hi" I say , smiling , and James just sits down in the booth with them and Smiles too, I sit next to James ,
"So I'm guessing you know , but this is my Fiancé Emily," he says while gesturing to her, she smiles , she is very pretty, with long Brown hair , and green eyes.
"Hello again Michael. Hello......?" She smiles looking at James and holding her hand out for him to shake , he takes it.
"I'm James , Michael husband" he says , he seems happy , he's smiling.
After a Few minutes of 3 of them taking , I stay quiet so I don't make James annoyed , he always tells me how he hates hearing me speak.
A waiter then brings out the large menus , that have All the food and drinks that they Serve.
We all start looking at the drinks , and I only want water as Always , and I know James will allow that.
After a Few more minutes, the waiter comes back , we all tell him are drinks and James gets 3 bottles of His favourite beer.
They bring out everything, and James finishes one quite quick, I try to act calm but when he drinks , I end up getting hurt more.
"So, how long have you been together?" Emily says while sipping on her drink.
"Oh. Um ,I think it's 10 years now" I say , surprised about the Question,
She looks kinda Shocked , "oh , and how old are you both?" , she asks again
"James is 56, and I'm 23" i say , still not knowing why she's asking
"Oh, wow.... ok, and you've been together 10 years?" She says and i nod
"Move Michael, I need the bathroom" James says out of no where , and not asking, Commanding me to move.
I do so and sit down where James was sitting , so then I don't have to keep getting up, I then swap are Drink positions so I have my water.
"So.. how did you meet James?" Ryan asks , Looking at his Menu.
"Oh and how long have you been married?"Emily adds to the question.
"Oh um , w.w...we got married on m..my 16th birthday, and I'm I met James Because I was on a Group chat thing for teenagers and preteens and He was pretending be a 14 names Harvey.. And we talked , I didn't know James was Harvey Until We met , cause I was kicked Out for being Gay when I was 14, but He told me James was his dad, but after we lived together and I never met Harvey he told m-"
"Who told you what?" James Cuts me off completely standing by the table , getting back , I shut up , feeling so stupid , James hates it when I tell people how we met, I think it's Sweet, but he always get mad for some reason.
"J..just a.about how we met.."I say , getting nervous.
"Oh...." he says , Clenching his Jaw, he then sits down , and Grabs my thigh and starts squeezing it super hard , I wince but try and keep a smile.
"So , What where you saying Mike?" Ryan Says , braking the Awkward silence that seemed to fall on all of us.
"I..it doesn't matter" I say , not wanting to Upset James even more
"Oh ok" Ryan says , and Emily looks Suspicious about something.
Then , a Male waiter comes up to us ,
"So , is everyone ready to order the food?" He says with a Smile , holding a Pad and Pencil.
Ryan and Emily Tells him there order , they got some sort of Salad and Chicken , James got 2 main meals and a Side dish , and the waiter looks at me.
"What do you want Mike?" Emily Says looking at me , I look at James.
"Hmm , I think you would like the Macaroni Cheese " he says , not Suggesting, telling me to have it, even tho I hate Cheese , it always make me throw up and feel Sick.
"O..ok, I..ill have that" I say to the Waiter , he nods and smiles ,
Ryan speaks up "that's only a starter tho, don't you want a main?"
"I'm sure he's fine" James Says harshly.
Emily looks Even more suspicious as she looks between me and James , and occasionally to Ryan.
"I..I'm fine" I say , trying to calm everyone down.
YOU ARE READING
"Please forgive Me"
RastgeleMichael (23) is Living with his extremely Abusive Husband , James (56) , and Michaels Co-workers Slowly start to realise that something isn't right in there relationship
