"Please forgive Me"

Chapter 6

Are food comes out after a while , I Just play with it , not wanting to Throw up cause I hate cheese.

"So , What do you do for work James?" Emily says after Swallowing some Chicken .

He shakes his head "I retired , to stressful"
he glares at me , I remember when he was working , he use to Be so angry all the time , I was 15 , but it was fully my fault.

"Oh , ok" She says , Looking at Ryan.

"Are you ok Mike? You haven't touched your food?" Ryan Speaks

"I.i.im not th-" I start to Say

"Why the fuck dose it matter?! If he didn't wanna eat, leave him alone" James cuts me off , He moves his hand to over my hand , and digs his nails into my Hand , and I wince, and feel my bruised hand , start to bleed.

"Hay Man, It's all fine , I just was a Bit worried " Ryan says, trying to calm James.

"I..it's fine James" I Say , going against him , scared instantly , I take a bite and another, I do a few more bites , Instantly wanting to throw up from the Taste.

"Don't Eat so fast, you will Throw up" Emily says , Looking at me.

I'm so nervous, I don't know what to do or say, I'm terrified I'll do something wrong

James eats his food , and drinks his beer ,looking at me to make sure I don't Eat to much.

"So ,what do you do With your Free time Mike?" Emily says , in a Soft tone.

"O..oh I um , I.i work, and clean the house" I say , trying to think what I do that Was my choice.

"Work? Do you work overtime at the office?" Ryan says , Confused.

I shake my head "I work a-"

"Target" James interrupts me , I shut up and look down at my feet, letting James speak. "He works at target In the evenings"

"Oh , ok" Ryan says , Emily looks annoyed at James, I don't know why , I'm Useless to talk to , He's sweet , yes he gets upset some time's , but it's almost my fault.

I get snapped out of my thoughts , when the waiter comes over with the Bill, and I look shocked , feeling so guilty.

"L..let me pay for half" I say suddenly, even tho it will set me and James back a lot.

"Mike , No , We invited you out , I will pay" Ryan says , giving his Card to the Man.

"Leave him alone Michael!" James says , digging his nails into me again.
"I think it's best we leave now , don't you Michael?!" James says , raising his voice , I don't wanna go but I nod , and stand up , Ryan and Emily hug us , and James grabs my wrist and basically drags me out.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ALL ABOUT!!" He says Standing by are Shitty car , I don't say anything and James walks up to me and Slaps me super hard "IN THE CAR! NOW!!"

I nod , starting to cry as I get in , and start driving , and James ignores me the entire way home , except when he insults me occasionally.