I walk into work , perfectly on time , wearing my Normal work clothes but my face looks even worse than normal.
I was beaten up like Crazy last night , all 5 of James Best friends came over , 3 of them had sex with me , But I didn't want it and I hated it , it hurt a lot , and at the end of the night it ended with me being thrown down the stairs and beat at the bottom of them. I woke up at the bottom this morning and James is out.
"Oh hay Mike, wow , what happened?" Ryan says after I sit down, he's always so clean and Early.
"N..nothing , it's fine" I say
"Mike , this isn't ok, let me atleast help you" he says , hopeful
I feel bad "f..fine"
"Thank you" he gets up and goes to get a Medical kit
"Come with me" he says walking to the brake room, I follow.
I sit down by him at a table , he then starts to rub this wipe thing on my face , it stings but I keep a straight face so he didn't think I'm a Bitch.
"Michael!" Hear someone yell , I look up to see James slightly tripping over his feet , storm in and walks up to me , "I need to talk to you!" He says while grabbing my worst harsh and pulling me out to the hallway before the entrance to the office.
"You didn't get more beer you dumbass!" He says and slaps me , I can smell the alcohol on his breath, and it's only 9:10Am
"W..w.we couldn't afford it" I say , holding my cheek and slightly wincing in pain
"What ever , I don't care , GET ME MORE!" He says while slapping me and walking off , I stand there for a second until I see Ryan's face though a glass panel in the door.
SHIT! He's gonna think James is a bad person
He rushes to his Desk and picks up his phone and I run after him
"Wait please Ryan , it isn't what you think!" I pled
"Mike, he hit you, I can't ignore that , and with all the bruises on your face and wrists! I can't help but think he is the one doing that!" He says , Holding the phone but not calling yet
"No , he's a good guy , I swear , please don't , I promise it didn't happen Often"
"Often?! So it's happened before?" Ryan says , I feel so stupid, I want him to understand that James isn't a bad person , he just gets abit upset.
"No , I didn't mean it like that, it's fine , i promise , please Ryan" I beg, I can't live without James , he's so good to me , and I would be Homless without him
"Fine, but you have to promise me that if he dose hit you , you call me right away. deal?" He says ,
"Y.yes! D.d...deal" I sigh , I would hate for him to go to Jail
"Fine , now let me finish cleaning you up" he says , he walks back , get the kit again and starts wiping my face more , he puts a Bandaid on my cheek. My face didn't look that bad anymore.
It still hurts , but I do feel better .
"Oh , by the way , me and Emily wanted to invite you To diner , we have a Few friends coming too, it's tonight at are house ."he asks
"O..oh , ok , I..I'm ask james, h..he should be out tonight so probably " I say , kinda happy they wanted to invite me,
probably they don't want me to come, they don't like me , I'm stupid and Fat , I'm ugly , I'm a Bad husband , I try and try but nothing I do is good, he is just pity inviting you,
I try and shake those thoughts away , I hear James yelling in my head, he's so good to me , he helps me Stay healthy , even tho my Hip bones stick out and you can see the outline of my ribs , but I'm so fat.
"I..I think I'm working tonight , a.at target" I remember.
"Oh , ok , well , you are welcome to come to ours any time , just text me before to make sure we are in , or not , it doesn't matter " he says Relaxed.
"Oh , t..thanks" I smile , but then I remember that he probably hates me, I then get back to work , having all the thoughts running in my head.
Later
I pick up my coat and walk to the door ,
"Bye Mike" Ryan says ,
I say a soft bye to him and start walking home.
It's Getting dark faster and I see a allyway for a Shortcut and I start walking down it , but then I hear a Small whimpering sound , i then Realise , it's a Puppy!
I walk to we're the sound is, I then move a Trash Can kid , I see a small Little dirty Grey puppy.
"Awwww baby , hellooo" I smile and I slowly reach out to pick it up , I then sloth it the whole way home and when I get back James isn't there, I get in and Take the Puppy to the bathroom and I fill up the sink with Slightly warm water and Wash the puppy , he's so cute , he's so small and He plays in the water, it turns out , he's actually a sandpit colour , not grey , it must have been dirty
Later
I get back from the store , I just had to buy dog stuff, I left him in the brake room at target while I worked , and dawn was more than happy to look after him ,(it turns out the puppy is a Boy)
, when I walk in I hear James watching TV
"Ugh finally you're back , go make me food you fucking pig" he says , drinking his beer, he must have brought some ,
Sometime he won't ever tell me what he brought , even if it costs a lot .
"O..ok, I also have a surprise before that tho" I say , I put a light green collar on the puppy and he barks ,
"What was that?!" I hear James stand up , I get scared .
"I..it's your surprise, I found a Puppy!" I smile and hold it up to show James
He looks at it for a sec , Grabs it harshly off me , and puts it on his chair , and the walks to me , and Slaps me ,
I don't know how long it lasted , but it hurt like hell and he said it was because I'm grateful
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"Please forgive Me"
RandomMichael (23) is Living with his extremely Abusive Husband , James (56) , and Michaels Co-workers Slowly start to realise that something isn't right in there relationship
