I quickly Walk into work , I didn't have time to Get my Bruises covered, so I have Bruises all over my , Jaw , Face , i also have a Black eye and a busted lip , And all over my neck and Forarms are painful bruises.
"Oh hey Mi-" my co-Worker , Ryan who is Happily engaged to Emily , who works in the Different area of the company."what happend?!" He asks Concerned , as i sit down at the desk next to his . "N..nothing , I'm just clumsy " I Kinda Say shyly back , I get so nervous when someone Askes me about My bruises, because they think that James is abusing me , but he isn't , he gets angry some times , but he would never abuse me , I love him so much And he loves me .
"No , Clumsy is falling over once or twice , this isn't Clumsy" he tells me .
"Y..yes it was" I say trying to convince him , even tho he seems very suspicious.
I sit down and start doing my work.
*LATER ON LUNCH BRAKE*
Since I didn't bring my Lunch because I don't want to get Fat , and then James won't leave me. i kept doing my work , ignoring everyone As they walk past my desk to get to the Brake room, which is next to my desk,
"Are you coming Micheal?" Ryan asks me Holding the door open to the Brake room .
"N..no thanks , I'm not hungry " I say back Sorta quiet
"You sure?" He asks again
"Y..yeah , I'm not hungry" I say back , not wanting to eat because then I will gain weight and James won't love me then, I'm so Glad he cares for me , he's so nice , I love James.
"If you say so " Ryan says and Looks slightly suspicious and walks away further into the brake room.
After about 30 minutes, Ryan comes out and sits at his desk nice to mine , and turns to me,
"So? Any plans this weekend Mike?" He says trying to do Small talk ,I hate small talk cause I always feel like I'm saying something wrong.
"N..no , I..it's my birthday so I'm doing nothing" I say , carrying on with my work .
"Oh , it's your birthday? Why aren't you doing anything?" He says , turning to face me.
"J..James H..has plans ... and Why would He do anything?" I say slightly confused, Hes engaged ? Why didn't he know that when You're in a relationship, then older person didn't get the younger one any gifts , James told me that when we started dating , I was 15 .
LATER , AFTER WORK,
I grab my work bag and my coat ,
I then start walking home , I'm nervous because I remembered that I forgot to put James Beer in the fridge , the way he liked , I was in such a rush to leave this morning .
When I get home , I unlock the door and I hear james waking up, shit , I think to myself , I go into the kitchen, maybe if I make James Food , he won't be mad if I wake him up.
As I start making him food I feel James hands on my hips, I slightly flinch but the hands don't let me move .
"You woke me up , how ungrateful can you be " he whispers in my ear , scared already .
"I..I'm sorry Baby , I ..I didn't mean to wake you, please forgive me " I beg him to not hurt me , and I clearly fucked up because he grabs my hair harshly and Pulls back , I wince out , trying not to make a sound , as to make James more angry.
"Shut up , " before I can start cooking the food , he shoves it all on the floor making a huge mess and hold me tight in his grasps still , "get in the there now" he turns me to face the Living room and shoves me over to it , and I do what he says , standing by his chair , beer cans all around it .
He then walks in , and smiles , I'm terrified of his smile , cause that means he's gonna HURT me , he then slowly walks up and slaps me on the cheek , I wince but then he punches me in the stomach, making all to air leave my lungs , and I then fall to the floor , struggling to breathe , he then Stomps on my side , and I feel tears leave my eyes , and blood starting to go down my arms from where he stomped.
"Awww little baby is crying, stupid Whore , I bet you cheated on me when at work , I bet you let all the men use you all the time you fuckinh slut " he yells at me while taking off his belt ,and I stay quiet , not wanting to make him more upset , this is all my fault , I'm so stupid and Ungrateful.
I then stop my thought has I feel a bad stinging pain in my back , realising he just hit me with his belt , and I start to cry and he keeps doing it .
30 minutes later
I'm laying down on the floor , bloody and disgusting, and James walks away , grabs his keys "I'm going out , clean yourself up you disgusting pig" he yells while leaving
YOU ARE READING
"Please forgive Me"
AlteleMichael (23) is Living with his extremely Abusive Husband , James (56) , and Michaels Co-workers Slowly start to realise that something isn't right in there relationship
