"Please forgive Me"

Chapter 10

I wake up in the bathroom, on a blood puddle on the floor , I then slowly sit up, and the stand up , it hurts so much,

My clothes are a dirty red colour , I turn on the shower , and get undressed , I then Clean my body off all the dry blood off my chest , it's All cut up , There are a lot of ugly purple bruises all up and down my chest , my arms , my legs and my neck.

It hurts a lot , but I deserve it.

After my shower I gently Dry myself off and get dressed , I get a surprise out for James , I spent a lot for him , and I'm gonna have to work so much to make sure we don't loose the house , I got him his favourite beer, some other Hoodies and clothes , I also got myself something , for him , i got Panties , it was Lacy black ones , I want to be a good husband for him , I'm a Bad one.

I put on the underwear, Some old jeans I've had for ages , and a Old shirt , and I go and make James a Big cake , I try and make his favourite which is Chocolate.

I make 3 tiers and decorate it , I'm not good at baking , but I try.

I then put all of James wrapped presents into a Pile for him , and Put the cake in the table , with a beer open and ready for him, wanting it to be prefect.

I then slowly walk upstairs , and to James , who's sleeping , in the bed , and I kiss his forehead

"Please don't be mad James , I..I want it to be prefect for you " I say , before I wake him up.

I slowly reach out and gently shake him , sitting next to him.

He stirs and opens his eyes , i smile , "ugh , what do you want!" James says , sitting up and raising his voice , I flinch.

"I..it's your birthday, i..I have your presents downstairs " I say.

"Ugh fine " he says getting up and shoving me on the floor .

I slowly get up and James walks downstairs

"Ugh , pass me them" he says , sitting down on his chair , he's in his underwear.

"O..ok " I smile , wanting him to like it , I tried rlly hard to find things he would like.

I pass him his Wrapped 8 pack of his beer, "h..here" I say , smiling

He takes it off me , and unwraps it and smirks , almost switching His personality

"Thank you Baby" He smiles and I blush , He puts it down

"H..here the next ones" I say while bending over , he feel James pulls me closer and sit me on his lap.

"What you wearing here ?" He says , he puts his hand down my Pants .

I moan out slightly

"I..it was a Present " I say , trying to get comfortable, suddenly he slaps me .

"Keeping secrets?!" He yells ,

"W..what?! No! It was a surpise for you, I wanted your 57th birthday to be a good one" I say , The last present I've been given by him was when i was 16 , he told me that we can go to City hall and get married , we had already be dating for a year, it's still my favourite Gift ever , I love my ring , even to it's a Simple silver band , I love it

"What ever , give me more of my presents" he says , and I move them all to him and start making his favourite food .

After he opens them all he comes to me and kisses my neck , and I smile

"Thank you baby, I love you" he says as he keeps kissing my neck

"I love you too James , so much" i day honestly, I love him , even tho he gets upset , it's my fault , but he forgives me , I'm so glad he is here for me .

I then give him his food , which I just finished cooking , and He starts eating it and drinking beer

"Don't forget , my friends are coming later" James says eating his food.

I freeze slightly, his friends always scare me , They are all tall and Older like James , and they usually beat me up.

SHIT