A Lost & Stubborn Middle (HS) [BOOK II]

6. Who?

Chapter Six.
Harry's Point of View:

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Dear Anastasia,

Today is the second day I have been near you again and it feels so heaven sent yet like hell. You bring me so much peace that I have been craving since we departed and the fact that I can't hold you the way I want to is what makes this time with you like a beautiful nightmare. What would you do if you found out I have been writing letters to you throughout these years like you use to do to me? What would you do if you knew I was now in your position, being in love with someone who's taken by another person who's better than you? Would you run to me? Or would you run away from me?

You have changed so much, yet you still remained the same. The way you still hold a bruised heart and guarded soul, but now having a healthy glow to you and a mature attitude. You're so incredibly beautiful, your body still flawlessly imperfect and yet you have embraced to show it off. You look at me the same, the way you use to when you were hiding your feelings for me and I wonder if you knew that. I wonder if you knew that I knew that you still had feelings for me.

You asked me to not make it hard on you or to have you doubt your love for Zayn, but if you loved him so dearly why would you need to doubt it? It should be as solid as a rock. You know deep down I am the one for you, so why did you have to go find someone else? Are we now to choose people who are right for us but not the ones meant for us?

Goodbye my lost love,

Love,
Harry xxx

I let out a deep sigh as I finish the letter off,  closing my notebook after staring at it for a total of ten minutes. I cannot believe I am so pulled towards someone where they have me writing them lost love letters that will never meet their eyes. I wondered a lot on how Anastasia could be in love with me for so long and hold on to me without losing interest and fallout out of love, but now I understand. She knew I belonged to her before she even knew herself and I still don't believe she does.

But I do.

"Knock. Knock." Mr. Pollen voice breaks me out of thought as I place my notebook into my suitcase.

"Hey," I send him a smile and he smiles back.

"How was the trip with Anastasia? Did you get anything out of her?" He raises an eyebrow, placing his hands in his pocket.

"A little bit, but not enough." I sigh, raking my hands through my curls.

"Maybe I can come up with another trip for you guys to take so you guys can spend some more alone time," He offers.

"No, she's already on to you." I chuckle, sitting down on my bed and staring at her bed where I watched her toss and turn last night in.

"I can just wave it off as if I just want you two to be friends. She doesn't have to know I am condemning her ex lover to come between her and her present lover." He lets out a chuckle himself and I laugh.

"Aren't you father of the year?" I smile.

"I know you two are meant to be together. She's going to come around." He gives me a wink before walking out the room and I let out a deep sigh.