Death is on my mind so much that it makes me want to die. That is the easiest way to put it... yes, sometimes I just want to die.
It isn't a matter of just having depression or everything becoming too much for me to handle, it is everything—every single experience that I have ever had—compiled into one massive hole that continues to grow within me.
I can see the good things in my life, yes, and I am grateful for those things everyday. However, a lot of the time, the bad outweighs the good which makes me feel the way that I am.
I've went to countless hours of therapy.
I've expressed myself through writing, art, and music.
I've helped other people get through their experiences.
Why isn't anything working for me? Will anyone come and save me?
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A Complete Mess: My Mind
RandomFeelings: an emotional state or reaction Thoughts: ideas or opinions produced by thinking, or occurring suddenly in the mind In all honestly, my mind is a complete mess. Writing helps me get some of my thoughts, feelings, etc. down on paper. Writing...
